Michael POV
The walk home was pretty much small talks since I barely could get any sentence out. Nerves were getting to me too much. We finally arrived at my place. I opened the front door and bit my lip, letting Willow in first. "So...what do you want to talk about?" She asked, turning around to face me. I closed the door and looked at her, studying her face.
Her sweet smile, bright eyes, hair falling perfectly over her shoulders and the glasses perched onto her cute nose. She had a curious look on her face, nose scrunched up slightly. It was so cute.
Suddenly, I began to question my decision.
'If you fuck up, you lose her Michael.'
And sadly, it was true. I can't fuck it up. If I do, I'll lose her. And that is one of the last things I would ever want to happen. She brings another light into my world and I can't bear to lose grip on that light. Like a flashlight in a pitch dark room. I just can't lose her.
Should I do it?
"I...take a seat on the couch. This might...be changing." I mumbled, my tummy exlpoding with all the nerves that I had.
She frowned at me but did as told anyway, sitting down on the couch. I sat down opposite of her, playing with my fingers slightly as I did so. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.
"Please don't hate me or run away." I mumbled, opening my eyes again to see a questioning look appear on her face. "Why would I do that?" She replied, voice soft. "Michael, you can tell me anything and you know that. Sure, we might not be in a relationship but I am still your friend Michael. You can trust me." She replied in the same voice, making my heart ache.
I took a deep breath, closing my eyes tightly. "I'm in love with you Willow. I know that I shouldn't be cause we have no strings attached but I can't think of myself with anyone else. I like everything about you Willow. From your looks to your personality. I'm sorry that I do and I know this was one of the biggest consequences and it was pretty much bound to happen, because who wouldn't fall for you? I know this may come out of nowhere but I really do love you Willow." I breathed out, waiting for a reply.
But it never came.
Instead there was silence.
"Willow?" I spoke and opened my eyes, looking at the girl I just confessed to. She sat there, staring at me while she turned a little white in the face. "Willow, please say something." I spoke, looking at her while biting my lip.
"I-I'm sorry Michael. I have to think about this. I'll see you around Michael." She got up, walking out the door as fast as possible.
I sighed and rubbed my hands over my face. "Great." I sighed, my heart sinking in my chest. I knew this would happen. I knew I should have just pushed my feelings aside although I knew I couldn't. I fucked up this time and I hope there is a way to fix this somehow. I can't lose her although part of me knew I may have already.
I just hoped that I could fix it.
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