This Is Really Happenin' - One Direction FanFic (HIATUS)

Chapter 31 - Cry Me a River Build a Bridge and Get Over It

I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER. I KNOW. I HAD WRITERS BLOCK.

AND IT WAS FRIGGING HUGE.

So now, here is a update. :)

I re-wrote this chapter because I didn't like the other one.

I wrote this awhile ago, so I decided to fix it up and post it.

Jaz POV

After we finished eating, we all got up and went to Hot Topic. A memory from when I went here with Dalton flashes through my mind, and I can't help but smile.

I immediately head over to the band t-shirts and hoodies. I'd been meaning to buy a new Pierce The Veil hoodie. Looking around for awhile, everyone manages to buy them something. I end up getting a Pierce The Veil hoodie and shirt, a Sleeping With Sirens Anthem shirt, some ripped jeans, 2 Crown The Empire bracelets, the new Issues album, and a pair of black and grey striped fingerless gloves. All in all, I got some pretty good stuff.

When we all finished in Hot Topic, we walked across to Vans. I really needed some shoes. I grabbed a few shirts and 3 pairs of shoes.

While I waited for everyone to finish, I stood next to the entrance and looked out at all the other stores.

Kim walked out 1st, a Vans shopping bag hanging from her arm.

It was silent for a moment before Kim asked, "Weren't you on the gossip news yesterday?" I nodded. "Yeah. Unfortunately."

"So, you know One Direction?" I snorted. Know them? Hell, one of them is in "love" with me!

"Um... something like that. It's kind of a long story...."

Kim glanced back at everyone still inside Vans before replying, "We got time."

So I sighed and walked over to the couch outside of the store and sat down. Kim sat next to me, watching me intently.

That's when I spilled EVERYTHING. From me having stage fright, to hating One Direction, to being forced to go to their concert and making a friend, to having to meet them and having a freaking sleepover with them. I spilled it ALL.

"...And maybe a hour or so ago, they were here, in this mall. I didn't want them to spot me, so I sent a fan of theirs over to them, and... well, you know the rest." I said, referring to all the screaming fans running out of the mall. "Now, I don't know what to do. Harry's supposedly in love with me, I really like Dalton, and i'm going on tour with them when I have stage fright and dislike them so much." It all made me feel like crying.

When I let out a shaky sigh, I finally looked over to Kim. She had a blank expression on her face but a far - away look in her eyes.

Finally, she spoke.

"You know what I want you to do? I want you to cry yourself a river, build a bridge, and get over it." She said in a stern voice. I look at her surprised.

"W-what?"

Kim stared me in the eye. "You love to sing, you WANT to sing, so do it. Look, i'll even help you. For now, I want you to forget about your love life and think about inevitable; you're going on tour with One Direction, whether you like it or not. You're a YouTuber, don't you have Meet & Greets and stuff where you have to go on stage? It's going to be just like that, except double the people. You've got this Jazmine!"

I took in all she said.

Then I smiled.

"Thanks, Kim." I did the one thing I rarely like to do: give hugs. Kim hugged me back. "Aw, its no problem. Besides, that's what friends do, right?" I nodded and smiled to myself.

"That's what friends do."

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I'm not going to pretend like I have some explanation for not updating for months.

All I can give you is the lame excuse of writers' block. And telling the truth, I really did. But you also have to realize, I have a life OUTSIDE of Wattpad.

That doesn't make it acceptable to leave for MONTHS, but it offers some consolation.

But, yeah.

Anyways, fuck schedules, just random updates.

And since you KNOW how long it takes for me to come with ideas, expect updates to be SLOW.

So..yeah.

DEUCES :)