Forever

Chapter 6

I walk toward the main hall, I need to get out of here. This place is horrible, I hate it! Nothing good happened since I got here. Everything seems to be fucked up, just like me. I think I hear somebody calling my name, so I hurry up toward the main door. Cold air hits me as I walk out of the school. Woah, it's really cold for this part of the year.

"Okay, what can I do now...?" I ask myself. I don't know where to go, we have a 30 minutes break and I don't want to spend it at the school. I notice some girls standing under the tree. I can ask them if there is some place where I could go.

But I can't. I know I can't. My mind will freeze and I will forget what I wanted to say. Oh, God. Why can't I communicate like everybody else, without a fear that I'll forget everything I wanted to ask or say?

What am I going to do now? I can't stay here, I look like a fool standing alone in front of the school. Group of girls under the tree is walking down the sidewalk, so I decide to follow them. Maybe they'll take me to some coffee shop or something like that.

I look around me, hoping that I'll find some familiar face, but there's nobody around. Okay then, I guess I'll just follow those girls and hope that I won't get lost. They are walking toward the exit of the complex. I don't know if we are allowed to go out of the complex during the classes. I shouldn't do this.

Well, on the second thought, we don't have classes right now, it's a break. "No, you'll regret this." my subconscious warns me. Well, I don't care. What else can I lose? I lost everything I had, my mother, my father, home, friends... I have nothing.

I'm walking a few steps behind them. I hope this doesn't look obvious. What if someone notices me? Ohh, why am I doing this? I'll just go back to school and try to find Jake.

"Have you heard what happened yesterday?" one of those girls asks her friends. She has beautiful, red hair.

"No, what is it?" the other one asks. Okay, I'll go back to the school. I can't listen to this girly talks.

"Is it about Malik? I heard about that." the third says and I stop in the half-turn. "I think he got into the fight. Someone broke his nose." she tells them. Oh, if you just know that that someone is standing right behind you.

"Yeah, have you seen him today? It's pretty bad." the girl with red hair says. It's not bad! It's barely visible!

"I bet he's really angry." the other one says. "Although he's always angry." she says and they giggle.

"Yeah, but he's hot. Really hot!" red-haired girl says and her friends nod in agreement. "Let's go back to the school, we'll be late for class. Mr. Halden will be really angry." she says and they pass by me.

"Angrier than Zayn?" one of them says and they laugh again.

"I don't think there's a man on the planet Earth who is agrier than him." they giggle again as they disappear in the crowd.

..... ..... .....

"Hey, Dylan!" I call him when I see his silhouette in the hallway. He turns and walks toward me.

"Hey.. Beth, right?" he says and smiles. I nod and he says something about how hard for him is to memorise other people's names. "Why aren't you going to your class? It'll begin in a few minutes." he asks me.

"I can't find the chemistry classroom. Can you tell me where it is?" I ask him. I don't even remember on which floor it is. I guess it's because I don't really like chemistry.

"Yeah, sure. I have chemistry too. Over here." he says and leads me down the hall. "Jake was looking for you." he says at once.

"Really? Why?" I ask. I just hope nothing happened.

"I don't know. You can ask him later. Don't say a word on chemistry class, our teacher is really strict." he warns me and I nod. We enter the classroom and I see Jake is sitting in the middle row. Next to him is... I can't believe! It's Zayn!

"Come on, let's seat down before the teacher comes in." Dylan says and we seat in the back row.

"Good afternoon, children." our chemistry teacher enters the classroom. It's an old woman, her gray hair is neatly gathered into a bun and you can see firmness in her eyes. "Open your books on the page fifty seven. Do the second task." she says and writes something on the board.

Why would Jake seat next to Zayn? I mean, he threatened him yesterday. I thought they are some kind of enemies or something. And Jake was looking for me, I wonder why. Did something happend? Why didn't he call me? This is really confusing.

"Why don't you write?" someone asks me. Oh, fuck. It's our teacher. "Where is your book?" oh, no. My books! Zayn took them! How didn't I realise that I haven't brought my books to class with me!?

"I don't have my book, madam." I respond. What am I going to do?

"And why don't you have your book?" she asks me. What should I say? Some guy took them from me while I was looking for my friend? Yeah, right.

"I... I haven't bought them." I say. What the fuck did I just say? It's a middle of the semester! Oh God, help me please!

"Is that so? You should..." she begins, but somebody interrupts her.

"Mrs. Clarks, can you please come over here?" I hear a familiar voice. It's Zayn. Everybody is looking at him with terrified looks on their faces.

"What did you say?" she asks and raises her brows.

"Can you please come over here?" he repeats. What is he trying to do? To be a hero?

"Don't you see I'm talking to this young lady? Get out of my class!" she's really angry. I wonder why. He didn't say anything bad, why is she kicking him out of the class!? She turns toward me. "And you too. You can come to my classes when you buy your book." she says and points toward the door. Oh God. No, not this. Not on my first day. Please. "Move, out!" she says and continues writing.

I stand up collecting my things and walk toward the door. I walk out of the classroom and Zayn follows me. Why God, why? What I've done to you?

Things can't be worse, I just got kicked out of the class and I'm standing in the hall with the guy who caused it.

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