Lux's Big Sister

Chapter 12

Jillian~

I've lived here, in Louisiana, for almost 4 months. I've gotten a new phone, a apartment, a new best friend, and a boyfriend. I was going to go change my name, but I decided that was stupid.

I knew I had to pay bills some how so I got a job. I worked at Starbucks and met Cameron Dallas. The actual Cameron Dallas who everyone use to talk about. He was doing a new video and asked for my number and I actually gave it to him. We started to talk and he ended up asking me out in just 2 months. Now we've been together for 2 months now.

He invited his sister over before he asked me out and she was so nice and she became my bestfriend. Micela and I are basically like sisters now. It's not even funny.

I felt that everything was going well and slow at the same time which I think is better instead of rushing things.

People here thought it was weird that a British girl would come to Louisiana instead of going to all the other great places like California, New York, and Nevada, but I told them Louisiana was beautiful so that's why.

I didn't tell anyone about my past and I'm never willing to. That good boy Harry knew the most out of everyone. My parents don't know anything!

I feel as if he was the closest I've been to anyone and I've only known him for about 3 hours.

All of my dreams is how life would be if I was never with Vincent. I would be with my parents and Lux having such a good life. We would be laughing, going places together and just making a bunch of memories. Than I think about if I stayed with Vincent and never went to my parents anniversary dinner. The thing I wonder the most is what if I never met Harry. Would I be dead right now? Would I never feel more confutable with my self knowing someone, just someone knows who I really am? I don't know how life would be, but I'm just happy I'm here, alive, right now with Cameron and Micela.