Lux's Big Sister

Chapter 18

I haven't told anyone, but since Senior year I've been taking this medication. I have no idea what it is. Vincent usually gives me a refill every month because I'm supposed to take 3 a day and I'm running out.

The pill makes me feel like I'm 2 different people. 1 person is the old me who enjoyed everything and everything was just perfect and the other one is the new me who does everything wrong! And the side that wins is the wrong one.

I can't control it at all. I have no idea if it's the medication or if I'm just Syco.

I only have 1 more pill that is for tonight and after that I'm done with the bottle. I'm going to have to stop taking it. Hopefully it has no side effects when people stop using it.

Harry~

I'm stuck walking around not knowing where anything is and where Jillian is.

Hopefully she knows what she is doing with her life.

I walk by this Paramount place that these fans are waiting out side of.

Some band called R5? Never heard of them, but they must be famous in America.

Everyone's looking up and this big screen outside so I decide to look also.

"Of course. Why didn't I think of it?" I say.

Jillian's with the band. She's holding hands with this blonde kid. I'm so confused. Vincent, Cameron, me, him? Who's next?

I see her put her hand in her pocket and hold something hold her hand against her mouth. What does she have?

I walk up to the ticket stand thinking I can get through. Guess I was wrong.