Memories > Miljah (MikexEj)

IV

"Oomph." A man grunted, falling hard on his behind and then having a tough scowl on his face. "Man watch where the fuck you are going bruh!" He yelled at Elijah who was on the ground as well.

"I-I'm s-sorry.." Elijah sniffled and spoke quietly, quickly getting up and sobbed out, quickly walking away from the situation at hand. The guy that fell, rose an eyebrow at the boy then shook his head walking away without a care in the world.

Finally making it to his room, he burst inside and ran straight to the bathroom. His roommate stood up, startled and followed Elijah only to get the door slammed in face. He tried to open the door and banged on the door. "Eli! Open the door! Just talk to me okay! Please please talk to me!" He put his ear to the door and try to break it open. "OPEN THE DOOR!"

Elijah sat in the corner and rocked back and forth with tears on his face. He just couldn't believe that's what Ray thought about him. What if everybody thought the same way and just didn't believe any word he said. It's barely passed a week and he's already the school's biggest slut who can't hold down his liquor. He feels like his world his collapsing around and that he's all alone. The banging kept happening but this time twice as much because he assumed Jacob finally made it to his room. He began breathing heavy and his nerves were at an all time high. He cried harder and he began to feel light headed.

Yup, he was having an panic attack.

He gripped his shirt and just cried, trying to stand up. "ELIJAH OPEN THE DOOR. YOU'RE GOING TO HURT YOURSELF. SHIT TYLER GRAB SECURITY!" Jacob screams. Elijah's eyes rolled to the back of his head and then he just went unconscious, hitting the ground hard.

Flashback: June 7

Elijah had just to arrived to the party and he was enjoying the music currently. The Dj was playing Panda by Desiigner and everybody was chanting along to the lyrics. He was sort of nervous because he never been to a party by himself. Normally Jacob was always attached to the hip but not today. Jacob currently sitting at home, sick out of his mind.

Elijah had spotted Rayan thirty minutes within the party but he was hanging around that Joc boy so he decided to leave him be and just explore around. Occasionally he would accidentally bump into people and once he found the way to the drinks, he was hestitant on drinking from it because he knew what people do to drinks (or what he saw in movies).

"It's not spiked buddy." A random guy said, while chuckling lightly. "I see the hesitation in your eyes, it's not spiked. I promise. We put out a fresh batch every hour to avoid people drinking spiked punch." Then he walked away after patting his back lightly.

Elijah still wasn't sure but decided to grab some and then once he realized it was just regular punch, he nodded his beat to the music (whenever i hear good muzik. Okay bye lmao).

Flashback: End of random flashback.

Elijah woke up with a light headache and a hand gripping his. He slowly rose up and held his head as his headache seem to increase with pain. He squeezed whoever hand it was then realized it was his best friend. He looked around to find himself back in the hospital and he sighed. He cursed at himself for landing back in the hospital. Jacob opened his eyes and immediately hugged Elijah who hugged back and dug his face into his neck. "DON'T EVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT!" Jacob whimpered, holding on to Elijah tightly.

"I-I'm sorry Jake...I just...i couldn't stop myself from crying. It hurt...what he said. It hurt me. I thought he was my best friend. I-I...thought...I just thought wrong about Rayan." Elijah whispered and pouted his lips.

"He's a jackass Lijah and doesn't deserve our friendship. It's just me and you and that's all we need okay. Just please promise me that you won't scare me like that again okay? Your panic attacks and even your anxiety attack can get real bad. I just don't want you to pass out and then you crack your head on something hard. What if you lose your life. You mean too much to me to let people run over you. Just please..don't do that again." Jacob begged while holding on to Elijah's face.

Elijah eyes teared up and nodded. He latched on to Jacob again and just held on to him. Jacob had been pratically his best friend for a year and some months. He pretty much knows his life. From childhood to this point. Since Elijah didn't really have his mother around.

He just appreciated this moment with Jacob.

He appreciated the friendship.

A/N: Yes the flashback will be random, at random point of time during the rape scene. It's suppose to be like that until Elijah remember's everything that happened to him.