Not In Love [Joshler]

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(josh pov)

I feel like last night's conversation might have ruined our friendship. Tyler slept beneath me tonight, probably to lessen the sound of him crying into his pillow softly, which I did hear.
I awoke again that night, but this time I heard Tyler bawling. I could hear the bed shaking in rhythm to him, and I couldn't take it anymore. I carefully made my way down the ladder and stood next to his bed to see him shaking and crying really badly. I stood there for a few minutes, examining him, before sighing and climbing into his bed. I wrapped my arms around him and stroked his hair softly until the crying ceased and I could feel his heart beating at a normal pace. He's so beautiful.

But I'm sure I don't love him.