(josh pov)
"Ty. Can I tell you something?"
"Go ahead"
"You know how I always space out at random times?"
Tyler chuckled lightly.
"Yes. It's hilarious"
I laughed in nervousness.
"Well, you know how I joke that I might need to see a doctor about it?"
"Mhm"
"Well, I don't"
I could sense his confusion.
"And this is important because..?"
I sighed.
"All those times I spaced out, I was thinking of you. I was thinking of how I wanted to be with you and how amazing you are and how I love the way you smile and the way your nose crinkles up when you laugh. I was thinking about how much I love you and how much I didn't want to believe it. Now... I do want to believe it. I want you, Ty. "That wasn't necessarily true.
I'm so confused.
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Not In Love [Joshler]
FanficJosh knows he doesn't love Tyler, and also knows Tyler doesn't love him. Strongly inspired by @notakitchensinktome 's "but i'm not in love with him". Format: one paragraph each chapter. Probably fluffy.