Still the one [ Louis Tomlinson and Eleanor Calder ]

Chapter 4, flashback

So this is chapter 4 and just testing if I should still keep writing on this story. 

This chapter is dedicated to you :) <3

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I'm sitting backstage watching my Lou on a little telly, I can see them all and they are so amazing. My ears are a little bad today and so I choose to sit backstage where the sound was not as loud, but I can still see them through the camera on the little telly and it’s great, they are great.

Oh my god I sound like a fan or something!

I hear a knock on the door. Who's the idiot who's ruining my telly time?

« Miss. Calder?" I turn to the voice and I see men in suits, what the hell?

"I hope we are not disturbing you or anything", one of them asked nicely, he was in his mid30's and he was a little attractive with his dirty blonde hair and brown eyes. He has some muscles, but not a lot. 

"no of course not, how can I help you all?" I ask and give them a polite smile. I see them all look at each other and nod then look at me in disgust. What did I do this time? I get it for last cause me and Louis may and may have not filled Simon's office with plastic balls and you may think he got mad, but your wrong. He loved it, he said that it brought a smile on his face after a boring day at a meeting.

“ Eleanor you need to leave now! “ one says, I don’t know his name “ why?” I ask dumbfounded. “ you are a bad influence for the boys and you need to go, now!” he told me again, “ what!? I’m the one getting rid of the Larry rumours and that type of rubbish!” I’m hurt I really am.

“look Eleanor its nothing personal or anything, we are just trying to save you “ the kind one said

“ from what!? Ruining my love life?” I ask in disbelief. 

“just tell him you don’t love him and you only did it for fame blah blah blah, just make him convinced to not contact you Miss. Calder”. The one with black hair told me.

“You are asking me to break his heart in a million pieces. To lie to Louis, to tell him I cheated or used him!” Standing up in defence “No, Louis knows me better then anyone, I will not tolerate it!” I tell them “I will not leave Louis or the rest of the 1D family, defiantly not Niall, he needs me. He has nobody and needs me like I need him, he is my best mate. I will not leave!”

“Miss. Calder, lets make a deal. If you turn with child before a marriage or less than 2 years, you will leave Mr. Tomlinson and never return” He told me and by the looks of him, not taking no for an answer and without thinking twice I said yes and signing a contract. I mean, I can stay away pregnancy before we get married or two years, easy just use the birth control pills I have been taking.

“Remember Miss. Calder, two years or marriage before you turn up with child or you are gone” and they left me alone to watch the rest of the concert, making me feel uneasy inside.

“Starbucks get up, breakfast is ready!” what, Breakfast? Opening my eyes I see Aussie over me looking strict as ever. “Rise and shine sleeping beauty there is a Victoria Fashion show we must model for” She smiles “but first some traditional English breakfast, egg and bacon. So get your lazy ass up before I drag you out!”

“Yes mum” I mumble getting up in the shower.

Having the shower made my muscles loosen up, it made me calm down and after my dream or flashback dream it made me scared. That deal took me away from my love, that’s why I ‘died’. The reason for my success as a super model for Victoria Secret, that blasted contract. If I had just remembered to take that stupid pill that one week. No I can’t think like that. Ciara is a gift, a blessing and my baby girl. She is the only thing I have left of Louis. That single thing that lives and she is him or partly him and partly me, something we made after a loving night, whichever one that was…

 I put on some simple stuff, tracksuit bottoms, a sweater and some trainers and no makep, since the makeup artsist are gonna put a cake loads on me later any way and my hair is in a ponytail. Forgot to mansion that one, sorry.

 Walking downstairs to the kitchen, or more like a bar, my opinion anyway. I saw Aussie feeding Ciara and my plate of egg, bacon and is that English sausage? Oh it is! Do you know how hard it is-

“I can  see that you like the choice of bbreakfast, Starbucks”, Aussie chuckles and earning a WTF look from me. Starbucks, that’s new, and whats that souposed to mean!? “Starbucks because you are obsessed with that place and it’s better then Brit, it reminds me of brat. So I am changing it” Wait did she just read my mind? That’s so- “No, you are just thinking out loud again.” Oh, makes sense, nobody can read minds, can they? “not that I know ofStarbucks”. God, I need to learn how to think inside of my head not with my mouth…

After breakfast and teeth brushed, me and Aussie drive to the fashion show. If I can say I am veary excited for, but that flashback.. I can’t get it out of my mind, the one thing that I should be thinking about is pink unicorns jumping over rainbows. Jez I sound like a five year old, but you get the point right? When something like a fashion show, your ment to think about happy stuff, how well I am going to do it or the amazing outfits or the 4.6 Million bucks bra I am going to wear. And I heard that that bra is the most epensive one they have made and it is really an honour that they choose me.

“Mate we are here”, I hear Aussie stop my thinking and stopping the car. I nod and walk to the backseat getting out Ciara and the first thing I notice is that she is fast asleep, aww that’s cute and adorable. Or is that the same thing?

“come here baby” I whisper as I buckle her out and placing her on my hip. Before closing the door and head in to the building that is massive, like you can littrealy fit to Wembley’s in there, imagine the size of that, people now that is massive. “let’s go inside shall we muffin?” I ask Ciara, but all I get in return is snor snor, oh geee Ciara, thanks for showing love to your mother, love you to…

After me and aussie are inside the building, we were almost imidietly told to change into out angel outfits. I was given a sexy red devil costume, the bra and panties were sealed together to a one piece by some strings. And it came with a fork and horns, I think if it had been a dress then this would be my Halloween costume. It looked like this

 https://www.google.no/search?q=victoria+secret+angel+costume&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=BaCIUrO-LMLtswapuoCgCw&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1366&bih=681#q=victoria+secret+angel+devil+costume&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=uDa1AFWnm-TCdM%3A%3Bv_I96fduWiAuVM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fthumbs3.ebaystatic.com%252Fd%252Fl225%252Fm%252Fm1yGXxrqgv2zcAb1wMraDuQ.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.ebay.com%252Fbhp%252Fvictoria-secret-costume%3B169%3B225

And Miranda was changed into a cupid outfit, it had an red bra and a red tutu, she has a tiara that says love and a bow and arrow.

 https://www.google.no/search?q=victoria+secret+angel+costume&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=BaCIUrO-LMLtswapuoCgCw&ved=0CAcQ_AUoAQ&biw=1366&bih=681#q=victoria+secret+angel+devil+costume&tbm=isch&facrc=_&imgdii=_&imgrc=jnjC6sfnxNZOoM%3A%3Bv_I96fduWiAuVM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fimg.auctiva.com%252Fimgdata%252F1%252F6%252F6%252F9%252F1%252F1%252F8%252Fwebimg%252F690858529_o.jpg%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fwww.ebay.com%252Fbhp%252Fvictoria-secret-costume%3B667%3B1024

We sat for a while doing othing while our hair and makeup are getting done, I see Ciara playing with her pitchfork and to top of her costume is adorable, her little red and black dress that had a form of a balley dress. It has puffy arms and horns.  I can't belive that they let me go on the runway with Ciara, watch out audience some super good looking devils are comming up

.  http://www.halloweenexpress.com/devilina-costume-p-19941.html

"WE ARE ON IN TEN MINUTES ALL ANGELS FOR HALLOWEEN GET READY NOW AND ELEANOR THAT MEANS YOU!" Hey that was once last year, not fair! 

Walking up with Ciara to the show I hear the song to a band that I did not want to hear...

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So what do you think? Keep on writning or just stop? please comment, it means the world to me if you do and happy movember! <3

the outfits belong to victoria Secret and the baby costume from halloweenexpress