|Plane thoughts #1|

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The plane mounts its crescendo.

A metallic tube of life, so close to the heavens.

Will God not sense the glaring presence

of so many tense humans

In the same tube at once?

How is it then that he pretends

to not listen,

to the glistening hope in my heart

As I plead, plead to its every part

To take a detour

To heaven's front door

And never change course-

I ask no more.

God is merciless.

Oh, for the wisdom

of the plane to not descend

Into the drab, unnerving everydays of reality

And take ascent into a surreal abnormality

Never to return

to the land of frail formality,

And never to depart

From the sands of elated insanity!

I'm running out of wishes.

Running out of beggarly pleas.

But if this one went answered

I swear I won't have another coming up

Like fleas amidst a beast.

For God or Devil, however you please,

My soul would put my mind at ease

For the absolute release

From life, at least.

Give my soul what it deserves.

Don't let this plane return to the folds of the earth.

Don't let it crash. Don't let it fall free.

For I have suffered pain enough

to pine for its non-being.

The heavens beckon

my divine demons.

Don't let them go unheard.

For I've heard enough

From the jarring jeerings of life

To the bereaved beckonings of grievous graves,

To the insinuating instructions of plastic-polite cabin crew,

to pine for a silent exit.

Don't keep me waiting

for its only eighteen

minutes before,

I'll write from the cold confines of my home.

On you soar,

Airplane.

Up and above all mankind.

And maybe, maybe, you will stumble upon

God's nihilist paradise.

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