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Chapter Two

Sorry ik this sucks but oh well... Prolly gonna do one update a week or something.

~Tylers POV~

i arrived at the cafe to see josh there... Shaking nervously. He looked as if her would pass out. I hope everything is okay.

" h-hey jishwa." I whispered
"Oh tyler there you are." He hollered as he waved me over.
"Sorry im late im slept in" i answered back without a second thought.
"Listen...tyjo i really have to tell you something..." Josh started shaking again.
"You can tell me anything, josh." I put my hand on his shoulder and he calmed down under my touch.
"Okay so i- i" Josh couldnt get the words out.
-joshs pov-
As soon as tyler touched my shoulder i melted. This is the man i wanna be with for the rest of my life. I just dont know how to tell him that. I cant just say " oh hey tyler ive been in love with you for years and i still am... Wanna leave jenna and date me?" Thats not fair to him. I should have told him when i first realised my feelings.

"Okay um tyler i- i like you... I have for years now and i just needed to tell you before its to late. I get it if you dont feel the same way, i just needed to make sure you know-" i was soon cut off by tylers reaction...
" oh josh...oh- oh my god. I wasnt expecting that. Im-im with jenna right now... I dont even know if im bi but- but now im thinking about it. I just have a question."

"Oh yeah um anything tyler."
"How long?"
"Uh wh-what?"
"How long did you k-know?"
"Ive kind of always known "
"Oh" tyler paused for a moment
" i need to think, joshua. I-ill see you at rehearsal."
"oh okay bye tyler"

I watched as tyler walk away from me. I felt my heart break into pieces. I never wanted to see him walk away again. But i guess thats how it goes.

**JFC THIS SUCKS BUT THANKS FOR READING IF YOU MADE IT TO THE SECOND CHAPTER... IK ITS SUCKY HOPEFULLY I BECOME A BETTER WRITER. I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT I MEAN IK I LIKE WRITING IT. BY E
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