but believe me i'm fine

Chapter Three

*sorry i haven't updated but school and everything is leaving me with barely any time to write, hope you enjoy this chapter*

~at rehearsal~

a light brown haired boy walk onto the stage for a mic check
" everyone go somewhere in the stadium and tell us your feedback" mumbled the manager

tyler didn't even see josh.
tyler hasn't spoken to josh.
They haven't talked or texted in about 8 hours.
thats not like them.

The manager cues josh and tyler to play a song.
Tyler decides to play " we don't believe whats on tv"  from their latest album.
Little does the clique know that tyler wrote this song about josh.
Heck, jenna and josh didn't know either.
Tyler turned to look at josh, only to see josh staring at his drums with a frown.
Tyler starts strumming his uke and begins to sing
Yeah yeah yeah
We don't believe whats on tv
Because its what we want to see
And what we want
We know
We cant believe
Josh found himself relating to the lyrics
Tyler started on the chorus
I dont care Whats in your hair
I just wanna know whats on your mind
I used to say i wanna die before im old but because of you i might think twice
Yeah yeah yeah
How could josh be so clueless.
He has no clue that this song is about him.
                                                     .....
The sound check was over and josh stormed off stage with tears in his eyes.
Tyler was to busy applying black body paint to himself to see josh.
Tyler went back to his dressing room to get ready to hear whimpers through the door. He opened the door and looked in his dressing room to see josh crying in his chair.
Josh didn't hear tyler come in.
Tyler walked in on something horrible.
Josh was looking in the mirror talking to himself.
" you're so fat no wonder tyler doesn't like you. You should starve yourself"  josh mumbled
Tyler cleared his throat trying to catch joshes attention which he did.
Josh look at tyler in awe but then frowned.
" How long were you standing there?" Josh said lowly.
"L-long enough" Tyler whispered back. In that moment tyler wanted to kiss josh and hush him and tell him that everything would be okay.
And in that moment tyler did it.
Josh was confused when tyler ran over to him, but slowly calmed down when tyler pushed his lips down on joshes.

*ik this sucks but ill probably update again super soon maybe even today but i have a lot of drama about to go down so good luck*
9/13/16