but believe me i'm fine

CHAPTER SIX

*joshs pov*
have you ever had that person? yanno that one person who makes you feel a thousand different way? all they could do it smile at you and bam you're in love?
that's tyler for me. his smile just lightens my mood and makes me so happy. all i want is for him to be happy. but lately he's not. i don't know why but he's just not himself.
is he thinking about our relationship?? am i at fault??  i don't want to make him upset.

josh. don't over think. maybe it's blurry. god i hate him. he hurts my baby boy so much. i wish i could fight him but only tyler sees him.

wait a minute.

what if tyler's thinking about telling the fans?
telling the fans that he's worse?
telling the fans him and jenna are over?
telling the fans he's bisexual?
telling the fans he's with me?

i'm not ready for that.
for all we know they won't support us.
if i were a fan i'd still support us but maybe the clique is different?
what if they leave?
blurry will get worse.
this isn't good.

*tyler's pov*

i walked into josh's room to find him sitting under the covers crying. turns out he's scared about the same thing i'm scared about. this isn't easy.

"josh, don't over think it... i'll have you and that's all i need"
"but- but blurry tyler. i cant fight him."
"josh i'm okay"
"you are now but what if the support from the fans leave blurry will get stronger"
"not when your around. blurry is scared of you. he hides whenever you're around. you're my savior"
"don't lie to me tyler"
"i'm not lying but i'm fine"
"alright i believe you"

*this was shit but it's current 12 am and i'm sick af so goodnight lovies*