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The truth

I closed my eyes

Fighting the pain

Fuck my life

It's starting again

Scars trace my arms

The same with my thighs

The real pain

Is seen within my eyes

You told me you wouldn't leave

But your not here with me

You left really soon

And now I'm left in a dark room

This happens all the time

They say they won't leave

But when you turn around

There walking away

You didn't do that though

First you broke me

Told me you didn't care

Left me alone without worries in the air

Well the truth is

I'm ready to die

I think so much I start to cry

Depression has taken over

It's become a war

And I'm not winning anymore

Memories taunt me

Making me shutter with fear

Of what once happiness

That just disappeared

I've lost again

It's never been worse

But tonight

I will end it all

I've lost the fight

While your moving on

You had the chance to save me

You pushed me away

So I will do the same

The pain will end.