Blinded

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Sienna's POV

I smile feeling Xander's arms around me. We have been lying on the couch for and hour now. He won't let his arms loosen around my waist. He holds me tight against his body as if I'm going to run away from him, but I won't. I never would.

I should tell him I'm blind.

I should tell him that I can't see him.

But I can't.

I can't because he will reject me.

"Are you uncomfortable?" He asks.

"Yea. Just a little bit." I say truthfully and he loosens up only slightly.

"Why do you wear these glasses? Why do you not want to show me your eyes?" He asks.

"No reason." I blush, "I just don't like my eyes."

"Well I'm sure I will love them if you let me see." He says tapping my glasses and in put them back into position on my face.

"No. I don't want to show you." I say and he sighs in defeat.

"I would make you show me but, I can't do that to you." He says in defeat.

"Thank you." I say looking up towards his head.

"Your welcome." He whispers as his hand caresses my cheek. I lean into his hand, loving the feeling his touch provided.

I feel something come in contact with my mouth and I gasp when it begins moving.

"Sorry. I thought maybe-"

"What's going on?" A voice cuts off Xander, making me jump.

Xander growls and says, rather roughly, "Don't scare her like that."

"Sorry sir-"

"Who are you?" He growls.

"Beta Danny-"

"Leave." My mate snaps at him.

"Xander!" I exclaim pushing of his chest but his arms hold my waist in place. "Danny? Where are you?"

"I'm right here babygirl." Danny says rubbing my back causing my mate to growl.

"Would you quit it! Danny is my friend!" I half yell at Xander.

"Don't yell at me!" Xander growls and yells as I try to push off and away from him.

"Xander stop! Let go your hurting me!" I cry.

"Alexander if you don't remove your hands from Sienna I will have you leave these lands!" Damien's voice booms through the room.

"Xander.. Please." I feel tears of pain prick my eyes.

"I'm sorry Sienna." Xander says as he loosens his grip on me.

I fall out of his grip and crawl away from him.

"Xander. That was strike one. You will leave this territory at strike three." Damien says.

"You can't do that I am-"

"Your not there yet!" Damien growls.

"Well I am the son of Cadmar. I can and will have your territory demolished if you do not stay out of my way." Xander growls.

Wait.. Cadmar... I have heard about him before.. It was a gossip going around.

Alpha and Beta both walk away apologizing.

Weird..

"Who's Cadmar?" I ask.

"He's my father. Sorry I used rank. Most people hate it but, I don't want to leave you." Xander says in a strong voice.

"What do you mean rank?" I ask.

"Well. How about we play get to know the mates. I will go first asking then you follow okay?" He asks.

"Sure." I nod and he pulls me onto his lap.

"Alright. How about I start with.. Did you get my dreams?" He asks.

"Huh?"

"I knew you were somewhere in this world and I didn't want to lose you so I have been coming into your dreams. I know it was rude to stay away but, I wanted to make sure to keep my hands and body off of you. For when I see you. But, when you were crying in your dream the other day I had to hold you." He explains and I nod.

"Yah I got the dreams. Thanks." I say blushing.

"Your turn." He says.

"What's up with the ranking ordeal?" I ask.

"Well my father Cadmar is the Alpha king. Like the alpha of alpha's and my mother is the luna of Luna's. Now that I have found you and I will take my fathers spot after mating with you and you will take my mothers." Xander explains and I smile widely.

Maybe I will be able to see after mating? Maybe I will have a wolf.

"Your not a power hogging wolf are you?" He asks with regret in his voice.

"No no! I promise that's not it." I smile giving him a big hug and kissing his neck. I put my head relaxing it on his chest while straddling him.

"Why do you hide your eyes?" Xander asks reluctantly.

"I-I-" I close my mouth and think for a second.

Would he reject me knowing that I am half using him for my eyes? I know I love him. Or I'm suppose to but, I have to get to know him still.

"I don't like my eyes." I settle with that statement.

"Can't I see? I will love them I promise." He says kissing my forehead.

"I have to use the washroom." I state getting off of him and walking with my hand against the wall until I get around the corner.

"Sienna are you okay?" Someone asks me.

"He can't know." I tell the person.

"It's Danny by the way." He says.

"Danny he can't know. He can't reject me." I say leaning into Danny's hold.

"I thought you were going to the washroom!" Xander growls.

"Alexander-" Danny cut himself off and I put my head in his chest holding back tears. "She just emotional."

"Well I can comfort her!" Xander says and Danny whispers, "I have to go. Sorry."

Danny leaves and I stand there cold and alone.

"Well?" Xander asks.

"Well what?" I ask.

"My arms are open for you to hug me so I can comfort you." Xander says.

"Oh." I start walking forward hoping I reach him.

"Why are you walking away?" He says with pain in his voice.

"I-uhmm-I'm not?" I say blushing.

"What's going on please tell me." He begs as I turn around.

"Where are you?" I ask.

"Are you blind Sienna?" Xander sighs as he asks the question like he knew the answer already.

"How did you find out?" I ask feeling around for his body.

"A few girls were gossiping and your name came up and they were chatting about how you were blind, but, also you were not responsive to any of my looks and your always feeling around." He says.

"I'm sorry." I reply.

"For what?" He asks.

"That I might never be able to see you." My voice cracks as I feel warm arms come around my body.

"I don't care. I still love you. You'll still be the best luna ever." He says making my tears falls.

"The doctor said maybe and alpha could help me get my sight back. Since my wolf was too week to switch me when I was 16. I was arranged to marry and mate Damien-" I am cut off by Alexander's loud growl. "-but, he mated his slut mate and I felt broken. I didn't think my mate would accept me but, I think you did.. Did you not?"

"Of corse I did. I love you I won't abandon you." He says kissing my forehead.