I'm Sorry [M.Y.G]

Jin and Stacy

-After the LA concert and after Stacy and Jin had Special Fun Time-

Despite their exhaustion from what they just did, they stayed cuddling each other under the bed's covers. His arm was around her, pulling her closer to him. 

They've haven't known each other for more than a few days but here they were; cuddling after having amazing sex. But then again, all that sexual frustration Jin had pent up after his last relationship could have had something to do with that.

This was a great night, for the both of them. Stacy had lived every ARMY's dream and slept with her bias. Of course she didn't have sex with him just because of that. He had been really sweet with her everytime they were together, and their little conversations they had through text were adorable.

Neither one of them really knew or remembered how they ended up having sex, but neither one of them cared.

Jin was especially happy to confirm his feelings for the girl he had just met. At first he thought he only felt this way due to him not having sex in such a long time, but after thinking over his feelings after they had sex, he can finally admit he truly has more than a sexual attraction towards Stacy. But after the last time he was in a relationship, he was a little hesitant to tell Stacy his feelings, despite everything that had just happened between them.

Stacy feel asleep in his arms, so he had the chance to admire her perfect features, in a non-creepy way of course.

I wonder if she feels the same way. I mean there is a chance she'll be like the last one and only be with me because I'm an idol. I really hope not.. I really like Stacy, and I hope she doesn't only see me just as an idol. It might be a little too late to say that I want to take things slow, but I do. What's the rush?

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Early the next morning, Stacy found herself in the arms of the man of her dreams. And unlike her usual confident self, she was kind of embarrassed, maybe the fact that she and him were completely naked under the covers. Her face grew really red when the idol next to her moaned in his sleep while she tried to escape his hold. 

When she finally managed to get off the very comfortable bed, she quickly grabbed the robe that was on the small couch and wrapped it around herself.

Stacy now went on to look for her clothes. She whimpered softly when she found the shirt from last night ripped. 

Next thing she knew, arms wrapped around her waist and a head buried itself in her neck.

"I'm sorry about your shirt" Jin's familiar voice said tiredly. "You can wear one of mine if you want to"

"S-Sure. Thanks. But do you mind if I go take a shower first?" She said trying to get away from this very comfortable, yet uncomfortable situation. And with that he slowly let her go and went back to the bed to sleep some more.

Once Stacy saw that the boy was back in the bed, sleeping, she rushed to the bathroom. Stacy locked the door and sat down on the counter to try and calm her unstable breathing. She has more than butterflies in her stomach, she has the entire zoo in there. 

She's been with other guys before but not like this and especially having sex without any protection. With every guy she's always felt the same. No awkwardness no butterflies.. no feelings. Could she have finally found who she was meant to be with?

She quickly went into the shower and began falling into deep thought

No. It can't be. He's an idol that every girl in the world would gladly take and he can choose any of those girls. Why would he choose me? The chances of him having the same feelings as me are a million to one.. But, in this family, we tend to be that one in those million. Y/N just so happened to be noticed by Yoongi who just so happened to go to her school that day. That lead to her going to their meet up and eventually they began to date. And then all of that lead to me eventually having amazing sex with Jin. Is this a sign? Should I try? Does he even feel the same way? No I can't. I can't have Jin all mixed up in our family drama. That bastard Stefan might try to hurt Jin too. I can't take that chance... But he can still be my friend right?