I'm Sorry [M.Y.G]

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It's been 2 months since the girls left and nothing has gotten better, besides the boy's acting skills.

Yoongi still locks himself in a closet after a performance. But now that he's cried so much, he basically just stares at the wall, ceiling or floor, and starts to think of... well, you know.

Those 3 months he was apart from her while he was on tour felt like nothing now. At least then she was still with him, and talked to him...

Everything he saw reminded him of her. Frozen yogurt shop; it was always her apology gift plus her favorite desert. Paper; Y/N always wrote him stupidly adorable apology notes/letters for everything. And today, rain; all those rainy days she would come by to the studio in a happy mood. He loved that. The way she was in a good mood despite the depressing weather outside.

-2 months into Yoongi and Y/N's relationship-

It was a rainy day in Seoul. The buildings, the sky, everything was grey, but Y/N couldn't be anymore happier. She was on her way to her boyfriend's recording studio with frozen yogurt in one hand and an umbrella that had cat ears in the other. As she made her way to Yoongi, she passed by a vending machine and decided to get her boyfriend and herself something.

She took out a bill but it was a bit wrinkled so the machine wouldn't take it. After several attempts at trying to give the bill to the machine, she had had enough.

Okay, one more time. And if it doesn't give me my M n M's, I'm breaking this stupid vending machine.

And one more time, she tried. And one more time, the bill got rejected.

I'll pay for the damage later she thought to her self as she raised her foot to kick the vending machine but was interrupted by someone clearing their throat.

"Mind if I get something out first?" the familiar voice asked and Y/N turned around to see her beloved boyfriend.

"Hey" She said sweetly as she hugged him after being apart for what seemed like forever, even though it was only a day. A day is a really long time for them to be apart, even after only two months of dating.

"Wanna tell me why you were about to break another vending machine?" He chuckled out as they walked to the recording studio together.

"Same reason as the last 3 times"

"M n M's?"

"M n M's."

-

"Just 5 more minutes and then I'm all yours" Yoongi told his girlfriend who had been staring out the window, looking at the rain drops hit the glass, for the past few minutes.

"It's fine. Take all the time you need." She responded. which confused him. Isn't she bored?

"Aren't you bored?" he asked but she shook her head, confusing the boy even more

"I like the rain. It's calming. It's nice." She said with a slight grin on her face but kept her sight outside the window

The idol saw his beautiful girlfriend passionately staring out the window, enjoying the little things in life and walked behind her and gave her a back hug, like the adorable boyfriend he is. Hands around her waist and his head resting on her shoulder, he joined the admiring of the rain and they stayed in that position for a while

-Present Time-

Yoongi stared out the window, reminiscing about that day that looked a lot like this. The buildings, the sky, everything was grey. Raindrops were hitting the window glass and tears were hitting the heartbroken boy's cheeks. Everything reminded him of her, and 2 months of not seeing her or knowing where she is didn't make this any better. He really misses her and the pain is getting worse and worse by the day, and his groups' leader is noticing. Namjoon can't see his hyung like this anymore. He has to do something... anything

-

"We have to do something about Yoongi and Jimin" the leader told the members, besides ChimChim and D-boy, that were sitting on the couch watching TV after they got news that they had the day off due to the heavy rainfall.

Taehyung and Jungkook looked at each other and refused to look their leader in the eye.

"What are you two hiding from me?" the leader asked the two youngest members in the group when he noticed they refused to look at him.

They immediately shook their heads, only making their lie more obvious.

They stayed quiet. Well they did up until Namjoon took a step toward them and then alllll the beans were spilled.

"Jungkook is still talking to Grace, but she doesn't know it!" Taehyung let out in a panic confusing everyone but the two youngest boys. Namjoon asked them to please explain, and because Daddy Namjoon could break their faces on less than a second, they did.

The maknae seemed uneasy before speaking up.

"Grace stopped talking to me after she was caught video chatting with me, but I still think of her as my best friend so I spent quite a bit of time looking for anyway to communicate with her."

"This still doesn't explain everything" Hoseok let out

"You didn't let me finish. Because I..." he stopped talking but nobody said anything hoping he would continue. And soon enough, after he gathered the courage, he did. "Because I love Grace, I found a way to talk to her, but she doesn't know it's me. I found her Twitter account and have been talking to her there pretending to be a rare BTS fanboy."

Jungkook was kind of surprised that his members weren't in shock after hearing him say that he loves his best friend. "Aren't you guys a little surprised to hear that I love Grace?" he asked and everyone shook their heads.

"It was pretty obvious. And you do realize that Grace knew too right?" Jin let out, which really surprised the maknae. Not to mention it made him blush

*BOOM*

Everyone jumped and Hobi let out a little squeal after hearing the thunder. At least the thunder made them go back on topic.

"So you've been talking to Grace. Has anything come out of it? Like do you know where they are?" Namjoon asked, hungry for any information that could make his depressed, heartbroken members feel better.

"All I know is that she is in LA. Other than that, I'm clueless"

The rest of the members facepalmed because of the maknae being clueless to the fact that they all already knew that the girls went back to their family home in LA.

*BOOM* Another thunder roared but this time the lights went out and Jin immediately started to get worried about the food in the fridge spoiling.

-

Yoongi stayed on his bed, staring up at the dark ceiling because he could no longer stare out the window and see the city lights. One, because the lights had gone out and two, because the memories of him and Y/N staring out onto the rain pained him.

He and Jimin already knew about Jungkook's little 'Pretending to be a fanboy so I can talk to Grace' plan. Mostly because it was Yoongi's idea to begin with. He would've done that himself, but Y/N deleted her previous social media accounts and hasn't been able to find any of her new ones. 

*Knock on the door*

"What?" Yoongi asked annoyed because he really wants to be alone. Then again he's wanted that for the past 2 months.

The other heartbroken boy walked in and sat down on the end of Yoongi's bed.

"I need to tell you something... It's about the girls"

And with that Yoongi's attention was 100% on Jimin and every word that would come out of his mouth.

"I found out why they left.."

*BOOM*  There's that thunder again...