i step on that scale 100 pounds too fat way too fat
next day i step on the scale it should be a little less i didn't eat anything yesterday still 100 crap still way to much i hate my self why cant i be pretty
a few weeks later
the scale reads 80 pounds still way to fat im never going to be pretty why cant i just be like every other skinny pretty girl
a month later the scale reads 50 pounds its almost impossible to do anything im always tired i can barely walk but im still way to fat
a few weeks later im only 35 pounds and im in the hospital hooked up to a bunch tubes one of them being a feeding tube they're going to make me fat again and i cant do anything about it
a few weeks later im out of the hospital i checked myself out i gained wieght im 40 pounds now im way to fat
a week later im 30 pounds i dont know how i did it but i did but it hurts to do anything i feel like my body is slowing giving up on me i feel terrible my mom sees im probably going to die because im so sick as im laying there about to die i tell her it was all worth it im finally beautiful
