"have you noticed how you were looking at me, beckham? because, everyone else seemed to have."
in which she wanted a taken man, and got him.
PUBLISHED- 13 March, 2017
COMPLETED- 11 December, 2017
Someday when you leave me, I bet these memories'll follow you around.
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"
I'm alive, if living's just a beating heart,"She sang as she stood on stage, her eyes closed and her mind elsewhere, out of everyone of the crowd she saw nobody but him.
As she sang, the crowd sang along and he knew just exactly what that song was about, he knew just exactly how much she was hurting. He understood.
"There's nobody like you, nobody like you, I tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true."
Her words shot him like daggers piercing through his skin, she did try to stay away, she was even willing to die to stay away from him, and as she stood on the stage of the O2 Arena in the Brit Awards she smiled at the crowd thought her tears, "I'm screaming I don't want you but you know that I do."
"I wanna feel you in the dark, I could use, I could use sun, but all you left me with was scars, and that's the hardest part."
When she was done with the performance, she went backstage running as the crowd screamed and howled with approval at her performance, they chanted her name, they preached her voice, and as she was crying, Brooklyn went backstage to her dressing room and knocked on the door.
He had seen her tears, hell, a blind man can see them clearly on the screen, she yelled a come in from inside and he was there in less than a second, "I loved that song."
"That's just how much I love you but-"She whispered.
"But.. you can't go on that way."He nodded, continuing her sentence.
"Brook.."She trailed, "I can't do it anymore, it's all too much."
"And I understand."
"No, no you don't."She cried and put her hand on his cheek, "I can't do it because I'm not strong enough to be with you, you're too much for me, I'm weak, Brooklyn, and unless my mental strength grows, I'll never be able to stay."
"I understand."He nodded with a stiff jaw.
"I love you, I swear I do, but this- this is driving me crazy, it's killing me Brooklyn."
"I get it, really,"He smiled forcefully and kissed her cheek, "You'll be better this way, I'm sure."
"I-"She refrained from saying she never could be better without him, and smiled as she said; "Yeah."
He nodded again and spoke no words, but she was breaking as he looked at her coldly, she was crying as he looked away from her.
And she was sobbing as he walked out of the door and left, understanding her feelings- the ones she said, not the real ones.
And right then and there, she was almost too sure that it was over and this time they're never going to be back the way they were before. She was a heartbreaker, but she's got her heart broken.
