An hour later Mikey laid next to me on the bed “it will always be frank won’t it” he said sounding vulnerable and sad.
“Yes” I whispered “Mikey I am so sorry about all of this. I shouldn’t have done that frank will...” my voice broke off as I cried putting my head in my hands. Mikey moved over to me pulled my hands away and lifter my head up so I had to look in his eyes. ”you don’t need to keep apologizing. I knew the answer to that long before I came in here. I need to go Jamia the guys will be wondering where I am” he kissed me good bye it was deep long and passionate he sighed “I need to go” he said again. “I love you even if you don’t feel the same way about me” he left. I sighed how did this keep happening to me?
Now frank would hate me. Everyone would hate me, Gerard would hate his brother. I’m going to split the band up I thought with dread and I started crying again.
I just lay on the bed wiping my eyes hopefully Gerard wouldn’t be able to tell that id been crying. I just laid on the bed wondering how this was going to work out when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it to see Frank. “Oh hey frank” I said
He walked in and pushed me against the wall as he got inside and started to kiss me then he kissed my neck and whispered in my ear “I have surprise for you!” my stomach fluttered. He wasn’t was he?
He got to one knee stared directly in my eyes and asked “Jamia will you marry you?”
He was. I gasped “Frank you know we can’t not..”
“What if Gerard wasn’t in the picture? What if it were just you and me?” he said cutting me off.
“But he is frank so we can’t do this” I said
“Answer the question” he said angrily.
“Yes. Yes I would love to marry you frank but not now with everything that’s going on”
“All I heard was the yes” he said standing up and pulling out a little black velvet box out of his pocket. Inside I saw a beautiful ring with a huge heart shaped diamond on it.
I gasped “frank this would have cost heaps”
“Nothing’s too expensive for you Jamia” he said and despite myself I smiled. He was so cute.
He smiled back at me and slid the ring on my finger. My smile faded “no he will see it” I said
“He needs to know Jamia” he said “keep it on forever.”
“I love you frank” I said surprised at how easy I said it now.
“I bet I love you more” he whispered in my ear as he kissed my neck. He pushed me down on the bed. His lips still on my neck I arched my neck to him his lips searching yearning as he kissed down my collar bone and went lower and lower. He slipped off my top just then the door opened and Gerard burst in.
“Jamia , frank what the fuck? How long has this been going on?” He looked hurt and betrayed as he stormed out the door slamming it behind him.
Hah cliff hanger much? Sorry might not get ot put the next chapter up for a bit. Anyways im hoping you like it =]
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lies and betrayal ( A My Chemical Romance fan fiction)
Fanfictionwhat hapens when gerards girlfirend jamia falls in love with frank? relationships are tested and hearts are broken. will jamia ever get her happy ending?