Luke was a people person and would always put other people’s needs before his I thought to myself as he was making me feel at home with him again. We had decided on watching the art of getting by. I had seen it once in the cinema with Luke. It had been a great day about a month before he left. We had had M&M's because I didn't like skittles and Luke had always found that weird.
"I'll be right back" Luke said peeling my arms from around his waist causing me now to feel the chill in the air. He skipped to the Minnie fridge that was locates by the door of the room. I couldn’t see what he had taken out but I hoped it was something nice. It was. It was M&M's. "Do you remember" Luke said as a wide smile painted across his face. I nodded.
"I still think that the orange ones taste the best" I added. Me and Luke had had a big discussion about this. I had said orange taste the best he says they all tasted the same.
"They taste the same" Luke said snuggling back down into the duvet but pulling up a pillow to prop both of our head up on.
"They don’t. Look try a brown one then try an orange one" I said and he did so.
"They taste the same" I stuck my tongue out at him in protest.
"I'm just annoys they don't have a purple or pink one I mean smarties have them catch up M&M’s" I said making Luke laugh and nearly choke on the mouthful of sweets he was already chewing.
"Well we can try to make purple if you want" he said winking.
"Luke what are you suggesting?" I said as smirk came across his face. He popped a red one into his mouth and handed me a blue one. I raised my eye brow at him. I knew exactly what he was suggesting. Luke was always cheeky but only once you really got to know him, otherwise he was timid.
"I'm your dreams Hemmings" I laughed shaking my head.
"Oh it has been" he said openly.
"You are unbelievable" I smirked. A piece of blond hair fell out from his quiff and across him forehead. I brushed it back into its place with my fingers as our eyes locked.
"You like it, you know you do" he said poking my sides making me squirm.
"Anyway moving on so Mr Luke Hemmimgs how does it feel to have thousands of teenage girls wanted to get in your pants?” I wanted to change the subject and it was the first thing popping into my head.
"As a teenage boy amazing but a bit odd. So Carla Salt how does it feel being the only one, out of thousands of girls that can actually get in my pants?” I could feel my cheeks burning. They were like lit gasoline.
"Luke you’re so cheeky" I replied playfully hitting his chest.
"I’m only telling the truth" he said kissing my cheek. I leant into his chest once again. I missed him I honestly did so much. The feel of his body against mine was familiar bringing back yet more memories.
"Luke can I ask you something?" I asked he nodded. "You know when you were on tour d-did you ever think of me?" It was embarrassing to ask but I needed to know. He said he loved me but the way he acted at the airport I'd never seen him act that way before. And when he said that song was about me it just made me think that he could actually like me. The situation was just genuinely so confusing. I think Luke was confused about it too.
"I did, every day. You can ask the boys every song that I've written or co written had been about you" he said now locking my gaze. His eyes were so blue and beautiful, I had missed them. I know I’ve said it but I missed every single little detail about him.
"Are you serious?” I knew I asked the question but I didn’t think I would get that answer.
"Yes why is it so hard for you to believe?" He asked looking genuinely confused.
"Because of the way you acted at the airport it just confused me"
"I'm sorry about that I don't even know why I acted the way I did"
"Luke can I ask you something else?" He nodded again popping an orange M&M unto my mouth. I smiled and chewed before continuing "why me?"
"Why you what?"
"Why me. Why write all those songs about me you could have had any girl in the world you could have completely forgotten about me and bagged yourself a super model girlfriend. Why me?” he was a teenage boy that had every single teenage girl wanting to be with him.
"Because you're you and I don’t want anyone else. Because you were always on my mind no matter how much I tried to get over you I couldn't. That's why" Luke would always bare his heart to you with questions like that."I'm guessing you don't have a boyfriend"
"Um, no, I don't. Why were you so sure?"
"Because you wouldn’t be here right now if you did. Why don't you have one"? He knew me if I had a boy friend I wouldn’t do anything to jeopardise it.
"Well I tried but it didn't feel right" the truth was j was still in love with Luke but yet again I wasn't going to tell him. He had to prove to me that what he did, he will never do again.
"I’m glad" Luke commented making me smile. I snuggled down into his chest it was so comfy and warm and he smelt so nice. My eye lids felt like led weights on my face. The next thing I know I was asleep.
