Darling you'll be okay (vic fuentes is my dad ?!?)

Chapter 10

I sneak into the bathroom with all the things I would need. I lock the door behind me and get ready. I got dressed into the nicest dress I had, I did my make all nice, I switched out all my colourful earrings and plugs for plain black or diamond. I lay out the note, and then the final items. I place the box on the counter, it contained a gun, sleeping medication and a kitchen knife.

I unlocked the door now that I was ready. I pored all the pills out onto my hand, I brought my hand to my mouth and forced them all down. Next I got the polished knife, I drag it across my wrists until they bleed. Lastly the gun, I check that there's still a bullet. The last step to my death, but what the door is opening this isn't write I didn't think of this, oh well. Here it goes. In the door stands my dad, the smile I had on my face dropped and I started to shake. My brains said to drop the gun and so did my heart but fingers thought other wise. The bullet spins, it's casing comes if and it enters my heart.

I fall to my knees as the world starts to go blank. My final words, "I'm sorry".

My vision is blurry but I can't make out that there's a few people standing in front of me. Is this heaven, no it's not I know where I am. Another hospital. Great I didn't die and now I'm gonna have to face my dad about it. Why didn't I die, why didn't it work, I've tried so many times and I just can't die.

My head is still dizzy but I can't move my body, I fumble my hand out of the sheets that sheathed my body and reached out to my dad who was siting in the chair next to my bed crying. His legs pulled up to his chest and his hands covering his eyes.

I had never seen him like this, he never broke down and even if he felt bad he never showed it. He always had a smile from ear to ear. I guess he was the only thing he had left of our broken family with mum gone and Tyler missing, I was all he had.

My hand brushes against his arm moving his sleeve. His beautiful brown eyes look into mine and that smile creeps onto his face once again. "Dad ?", I whisper, he jumps from his chair and pulls me into a hug causing me to shudder in pain. As he lets me go a tone of nurses rush over and change around all the wires on my body. One nurse starts to speak to my dad and my vision starts going blurry again, "daddy what's going on, daddy where am I going, daddy help me" ! I scream as my bed starts to be pushed away. "It's gonna be fine", he whispers in return.

The last thing I can remember is a nurse smiling and place a mask over my mouth, before the world went dark once again.

That same feeling rolls over my mind yet again, the feeling of being alive once again. Then comes in with the dizziness, but that dint worry me I needed to know my dad was still by my side. I look around it see nothing just an empty room, but I can't here shouting coming fro. Outside the old wood door.

"Let me see her,she's my daughter, I love her, LET ME HIM", I saw my dad trying to get in. He couldn't come see me, but I could go see him. Since there were no nurses in here I decided to just get up and go to him. I step onto the cools hard floor, I'm restricted by all the wires. No matter for me, I used the little strength I had to rip them out. It caused more pain but no pain was stringer than keeping me from my dad.

I'm nearly at the door but I used all my strength to pull out he wires, just a few more steps before I can be in my dad's arms once again. I place one of my warm hands in the cold glass trying to get my dad's attention, I catch his glance. He throws his short figure against the fragile door causing it to open, I throw my arms out and he grabs me off the ground. I snuggle my face into his collarbone, rubbing my face into his shirt.

I finally felt free again, as if I wasn't going to be restricted or pulled back. Not only did I feel physically free, I felt emotionally free.

Enough with the sappy stuff and back to reality, I need to get out first here. I look into my dad's eyes, "please get me out of here". He looks at the nurses, who all huddled around each other then made eye contact once again.

I was aloud to go home as long as I had constant supervision and my dad had to make sure I took my meds everyday.

(A.N HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT AND SORRY IF THERES SOME SPELLING MISTAKES IM NIT PROOF READING IT •-•)