{~song for chapter: Just A Friend To You-Meghan Trainor~} Braelynn's POV: ~the next day~ It's Monday.. I hate Monday's with every bone in my body I rub my eyes & I open my eyes to see the ceiling above me I giggle & I sit up to see a text on my phone "Nate❤️: hey I miss you. I overreacted. I'm sorry.❤️" I sigh & I slip on my fuzzy slippers I walk to the bathroom I brush my teeth & wash my mouth with mouthwash I untie my messy braid from last night I turn on the shower I climb in I wash my body with a coconut body wash I wash my hair with a orange fruity shampoo I found I shave my legs perfectly I'm careful enough to not hurt myself I turn off the water I dry my body throughly I walk out & slip back on my fuzzy slippers I blow my hair out I flat iron it & tie it in a cute ponytail I get dressed
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I walk downstairs My mom smiles "You look better today." She says giggling I nod smiling "Yeah..I guess you can say that" I got gossip from Sam Turns out Nate is trapped with Lola Lola is crazy in love with Nate By "crazy in love" I mean she's crazy obsessed over him He didn't want to say it at first but I squeezed it out of him..but he told me only. So it's a secret about Lola obsessing over him. Turns out she watched Nate all last night through a hidden camera on his phone Creepy much? It makes me feel a little more happier since Nate is stressing over Lola being obsessive So it makes the whole "we're happy" thing sound like a lie coming from what I'm hearing They fight a lot & she traps him more & more Of course I wanna be with Nate..he's amazing, But..I can't deal with Lola & her craziness so I'll leave it alone for now.. From today on..I'll be keeping my distance & know my boundaries between me & Nate I ate my lunch & I kiss my mom's cheek "See you after work. I get off early!" I say excitedly It could be that my Birthday is tomorrow! October 25th my official birthday is Then it'll only be 6 days until it's Halloween night My last day as a cast-member I'm kinda glad it's almost over I wanted to go to college after it's over It's a new time in my life.. It's time for me to focus on me for a chance.. My goals. My life. My choices. I never really thought too well on my own life & the way I lived it. Something had to change. I walk to the front door & I see a familiar car I see Mitch climb out I hide "I'm sneaking out through the back door!" I whisper to my mom She nods & I sneak out without Mitch seeing me I climb in my car quickly & drive off without being seen ~at work~ I walk in & I get into a costume
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It's superhero day at work So we're dressing like superheroes for some odd reason even though it's a horror event I decided to dress like Harley Quinn She's my favorite character from Suicide Squad I couldn't afford the actual outfit from the movie so I wore a different costume she wears After I finish getting my makeup & hair done I see someone sneaking in the dressing room I look to see Nate "Can I come in?" He asks I shake my head "Cmon Lynn..I'm sorry" He says walking towards me "Your my friend Lynn if something bad happens to you..I can't live with myself." My heart breaks "friend" That's all I am to him.. I'll never be more than just a "FRIEND" I turn around "Nate..do you know how much I hate that word when you say it.."friend" it kills me inside.." "Can you tell me why?" "You dumbass..the guy I like is you okay? I like you..I know I know..your with Lola & your happy..but..I just need to let this out..I met you & suddenly I felt something I feared to feel after my ex broke my heart..you know what that was? LOVE. I didn't want to feel love for you since we barely knew each other..so I let it go..then it keep coming back & it made me dizzy,you gave me butterflies..you made me smile at times I didn't want to. You comforted me when Mitch & I got in our huge fight. You stood by me. Yet still..I'm not the girl you love..its Lola. little miss Lola gets everything she wants. She all of sudden wants you to go to Maine with her? I heard that from Sam..I'm so happy you told me..which you didn't. How you could not tell me you might move away from me? Nate..I'm in literal tears now..by this point I wanna crawl up in a ball..you make me feel feelings I forgot I had..my heart was bulletproof after Calvin..I never let a man come near me again..yet you..you were the bullet that made a huge impact on me..you went through my bulletproof armor & made me feel love again. So help me Nate..I love you in a way that's not like a friend does..we don't act like friends when we're alone..you keep playing around with my feelings like its a game..well I had enough! We're only friends? Then let's act like it then! Damnit why did you do this to me?" I say & then burst into tears He grabs me "I'm so sorry I had no idea you had these feelings inside you Lynn." "It was held in so long..by the time I wanted to tell you..you were with Lola & there was no hope for us to happen anyway." I say as tears roll down my face "Lynn..I really like you." He says wiping my tears "No you don't. Stop lying to me. It only makes me have hope for us..I can't be let down anymore..if you excuse me I gotta wipe my tears & head out to work." I say pushing him I wipe my tears with a tissue "Btw Nate.." He looks over "If Lola is who you want..be with her..I won't stand in the way anymore." I say tearing up again I wipe it quickly & I run outside I hear him sigh loudly.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ {~I'm so much more than just a friend to you..~} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
