Yes Im Zayn's Sister (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 20

Abigail POV:


This is a story that I have never told I gotta get this off my chest to let it go I need to take back the light inside you stole

I taped my chin with my pencil siting on my bed as i hummed it out.

(A/N I know she did not write this song! So don't say this is not the song wrote! I just don't wanna use my actual song. And if you don't know this song it's Warrior by Demi Lavato)


All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised


I nodded as I added more to my song singing sections of it playing it on my keyboard.

"I didn't know you could sing like that" I looked up seeing Liam in the door way.

"It's fine I don't mind you not knocking and being quiet as you come in" I said sarcastically chuckling. But he knows I'm joking.

"Sorry I heard you humming an singing and I wanted to hear more" he smiled sitting on the edge of my bed. "You really do have a great voice.. What are you singing?" He said giving me a half smile.


"Oh just a song I wrote" I said placing my pencil in my book closing it. "Oh.. Can I hear it?" He looked down at my book then me.


"O-oh I don't think so I'm not that great" I said giving an awkward laugh. "Oh come on let me hear, please?" He gave me the puppy dog eyes and of course me being me I can't say no to that.

"Fine" I said opening up my note book again and clears my throat.

I started to play closing my eyes taking a deep breath in.

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

No oh, yeah, yeah

You can never hurt me again


I finish playing the last cord and looked at him.

"Wow" he said giving me a blank stare which I can't tell what that means.

"Wow as in good or wow as in bad." I said trying to confirm what he was trying to say.

"Wow that's good, and wow I'm amazed. I never knew you could sing like that or write music." And I smile and just shrugs.

"Well know one really knows."

"Why not?" He said giving me a confuse look.

"Because everyone just focus on Zayn, it's all about him and he's the one with all the talent, then theirs the band. And don't get me wrong love him and all of you guys just sometimes I don't always want to be known as Zayn's sister, you know?" I said shrugging as my phone ring and I tell Liam one second and I answer.

"Hey Amy" I said.

"Hey I was wondering if you wanted to go shopping?" She asked.

"Um sure, I guess"

"I'll pick you up" she said you could hear the happiness in her voice.

"Alright" I said and hung up.


"Well I should get ready" I said smiling at Liam but he was still just puzzled I'm guessing.


"Oh alright, talk to you later" he finally blurted out and gave me a hug and walks out.


I put my book away in my dresser and got up to change. I finish putting on a little eyeliner and mascara just because I can and then walk downstairs, I was wearing my black skinny jeans and pink hoodie since it was a little chilly and I had my hair in a high bun.


"Where you going?" Harry asked as I walked down. "Going shopping with Amy."

"Ohh I wanna go!" He said clapping his hands standing up. "I need to spend time out and we gonna get our nails done. " I giggled putting my shoes on.

"Yeah, me and Louis need to get ours done too soon" he said looking at his nails. "Yeah I broke my nail." Louis said frowning an I just rolled my eyes laughing at them.

I heard the horn and I say goodbye then walk out.

"Ready to have a fun!" She said with enthusiasm right when I hop in.

"Yeah" I said plainly.

"Don't get to excited" she said sarcastically and I laughed.

After what seem like forever we finally arrive in the mall and walked in. "Finally!! Shopping time!!" She said as she claps her hand together.

"Let's go to bath & body works" she said smiling widely and and I nod as we linked arms walking in the store.

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"Okay I really like this!" I said putting the light blue jeans in front of me that had a design on it.

"Then get it" she laughed.

"But I like this one!" I said moving the jeans out of my way and then move the red skinny jeans in front of me doing a pose.

"Then get both of them!" She said rolling her eyes and laughing.

"Great Idea!!"

After shopping in there for 10 hours it seems but it was only 20 minutes we finally finish and left rue 21 with at least 4 bags of clothes plus the bags from bath & body works I had 2 bags from there.

"This store! Never seen this store!" She said gently bumping me with her shoulder and points to a new shoe store which I never seen.

"I've never seen it either" I said walking in it.

"Okay you deff need to get these!" I said handing here a pair of white flats that had a bow at the tip of it with sparkles on it.

"Hmm.." She said thinking.

"It goes with that one outfit you got!" I said shoving the shoes to her.

"Fine I'll get it" she laughs.

"How about you get these?" She said handing me a pair of red pumps and I tilt my head.

"These are kind of.."

"Aren't you Zayn's sister?" I turned around to a blonde head girl who was with 2 other girls and I nod. "That is so cool! I always wanted to meet him! " she said smiling brightly and I smile back.

"That's cool" I said really not sure what else to say.

"They are so hot! I love one direction! And you are gorgeous" I smiled.

"Thank you you're gorgeous too . And they love you too" I said smiling as I seen more girls coming over around us.

"We should go" I said whispering to Amy trying to walk pass the young girls, their where a few who seem around my age and some a bit younger.

"I want to meet them!"

"Are you Abigail friend? You are gorgeous!" Someone else yelled to Amy and she smiled.

"Me too! You are so lucky"


I walked to the counter and paying for stuff as did Amy and we walked out and I waved goodbye to them as they yelled saying how much they love the boys and I'm lucky and telling me and Amy that we are gorgeous , I really didn't expect for that to happen.

"I feel like a celebrity" Amy said and I laugh.

"Eh you like it now" I said as I kept walking and look down through my bags making sure I had everything and then I bumped into something and drops a couple things. I picked up my things. "I'm sorry I didn't.." I finally looked up then I stepped back a few steps.





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Sorry this chapter sucks but this is kind of another filter chapters. I'm starting to run out of ideas to like get to where I need if you know what I mean lol. Anyway, next chapter should be better, sorry again.


Btw sorry for the mistakes if their are I was rushing.