The noise from the AC was loud and running , but I didn't mind it really as I sit up in the chair watching day change into the night while the world falls asleep as I sit in silence. My thoughts clouded with the constant worrying for the lives that try their hardest to keep me sane. Somehow it manage to work but it's like every step I take I get push back several steps more just to get lost in my own madness. "Look at what I've become a former shell of myself," I said as I looked down at my hands. My hands are shaking as the room begin to spin. It feels like years has gone by since it first happened and now waiting for the end to come seems so... um anyways my nights are spend awake. I Can't sleep at night the nightmares keep me up and well there's no point of going back sleep, it terrifies me you know the fear of what's yet to come is more deadly than never knowing. Sometimes I wish I could shut it off , and let the world just fade away from my memories and burn for a second just to... get away.
My dreams lead me to demonic thoughts of him , but living with it is half the struggle wow where are my manners? Hi, My name is Christina Wilson and I'm twenty-four year old, I was born with a curse that ended up giving me a tattoo on my arm and a big choice in which I can't seem to figure out.
Six years ago
"Saving the world from total damnation or let it burn in the fiery pits of hell wow so many options just don't know which one sounds more fun" shaking my head while trying to figure out her motive on me
As she wipes her mouth she proclaims to say "Whether you like it or not you are the last hope for humanity and you can't just pushes it out the way like every other problem in the world" looking out the window she points up to the sun "If you don't take this seriously the next time you'll see the sunlight it will be in your dream"
Every year we would come to this diner in the city,sitting in the same booth, and order the same thing every year. We would talk about the usual you know school , boys , family, politics in some accusation hell we would talk about the people in the diner ,but today felt different like there something was in the air that made you want to questions everything you ever known in this world or was that just me that day.
"Hey there you two nice to see you here again, Are you guys getting the usual Tea with lemon no sugar just honey and wheat bread with fruit for the lady and you pancakes right ? " the waitress said smiling at us
"That would be fine.." but before she could finish her sentence I said
"No I would like try something different for a change so can I have a slice of pecan pie with whip cream please" looking at her smiling
"Okay that's a good choice because I just made that pie this morning ,I'll place your order in right now and get your pie be right back " said the waitress as she walks away from our booth
"Really pie I would have said the soup special but ,pie" she said pulling out a cigarette from her purse to light it.
"Why not I mean I'm the only one who can save this pitiful world from itself and well pie just seemed like something that wasn't in the everyday plan so yea pie", shaking her head at me she continues to smoke on her cigarette
Sometimes I just want to throw my hands up and say "Screw this!"but I remember that I wouldn't be here if I didn't have her to take me and my family in when she did once our parents passed away. It was approximately fifteen years ago from today since their death I was only three years old when it happen, can't really remember what happen to them but I can recall the event that took place during that time. It was my mother's birthday and my father wanted to do something special for her like dinner and a movie something classy never cheap though, but after they lifted I had a bad feeling that they were never coming back , and I'll be damned if I wasn't wrong. The cops show up at our house around midnight about the same time that my parents were supposed to be home . They came to the door and told my sister "Oh there's been a terrible accident on the road , your parents were caught in car chase and collided with a the car in pursuit, they didn't make it out the car was in flames" it was so horrendous that it made my sister faint. When she heard about what happen to them she told the courts that she will become our illegal guardian.
