"Stay awake , stay awake " repeating rapidly fast as I try to find my way back to reality, slowly sit up in the bed with my hands on my face as I caught my breathe from what it felt like a bad hangover to just being another nightmare of him. Looking around the room that I was in I start to check off things that I've placed around the room , phone on the table next to me , my necklace , Swiss army knife, a pocket watch, black fedora, four pairs of shoes thrown all over the floor, and looking down at my tattoo to make sure that it was not moving(double check) but as I looked to my left I noticed that their were two suits cases next to the door. When suddenly I started to hear a noise coming from the bathroom, I slowly grabbed the gun to the left of me and walked quickly to the door. I push the door open very quickly so that it didn't make any noise, the steam from shower was thick that I couldn't make out a clear shot for whatever was in the bathroom. Moving closer to the shower I started to hear someone singing The Only Exception which caused me to lower the gun down just a little bit, then the water turned off my heart started to race again as I hold up the gun once more. The curtains were pulled back to reveal "Ashton" my hazel eyed angel smiling at me as he stepped out the shower.
" Okay why do you have that my gun in your hand Christy?" asked as he slowly moves it out of his way.
Kinda shocked at the fact that he was alive still puzzled me, but all I could say was "I thought that you w...him?" but I couldn't finish my sentence at all, and now feeling a little embarrassed I walked out of the bathroom , I sat at the edge of the bed placing the gun near my temple while i hit myself with it stupidly.
"Why are you hitting yourself " Ashton asked walking out the bathroom with one towel wrapped around his waist and the other drying he's semi curly dirty blonde hair still waiting for me to answer but nothing I mean what could I say
"Oh hey I just had a nightmare about him, you and the others are died as the devil stands on your lifeless bodies" yeah that would be a great answer sarcastically saying it in my head.
Laying back on the bed trying to forget about what just happen in the bathroom, but before I could close my eye I started to feel something crawling on top of me instantly I looking up to see who it was , but it was just Ashton trying to get my attention by kissing my stomach just to hear me giggle.
"Are you ok Christina because you been trying to ignore me lately and then you know what happen in the bathroom was crazy so asking you what's going on ?" Ashton asked placing his chin on my stomach, but still nothing letting my mind just fade out as he crawls up more on me to see my face, locking eyes with me my mouth start to form words to say "I'm fine really I just got a little scared because I thought that you were him ,but then I heard you sing making me I low the gun and then you come out.." silence came upon me with touch of his finger on my lips as he leans down to kiss me. He whispers, "You talk too much " in my ear while he's hands make their way up my T -shirt , his hands were cold but it felt nice to feel something good for once then to feel empty and alone all the time. Slowly drifting into bliss I wrapped legs around his waist causing he's towel to fall off to reveal his massive cock that was happy to see me . Ashton pulls my face towards his , while his hand trials it's way down to my center , but before he could finish we both heard a knock at the door that caused us to grads the guns next to us. Ashton gets up from the and walks to the door to see who it is
"Hello ,who is it?" Ashton asked as he cocked the gun back , pulling it towards his chest
"It's me Bryant (my brother)I just came to check up on you guys to see if you were okay but can you open the door for me please it's kinda cold out here "he said
We let out a sigh of relief while I take Ashton's gun away as Ashton yells into the door "HOLD ON WE WILL BE THERE IN A MINUTE ," throwing me my bra, shirt, and a pair of jean "babe here" as I handed him he's long black sleeve shirt catching it while he puts on his jeans, walking over to him placing his father's pocket watch into hand , but before I could walk towards the door Ashton grabs my hand and pulls me back to him. Looking up at Ash I being to forget what I was going to say breaking the silence between Ashton starts to say
"Hey look whatever happens tonight promise me." but stopping him
"Nothing is going to happen to me or you stop worrying and just have fun with life who knows when we will get another moment like this again" I said
As he places a kiss on my forehead to let me know that he understands that nothing will go wrong today . Walking up to the door I start to get a headache another one of those good and bad feelings i get when I know something is not right but trying not to make a big fuss about it I just shake it out , while he opens the door to not only see Bryant but the rest of the our family and friends too
"So are we still gonna celebrate or what because you did lose the bet and a bet is a bet " Bryant said while holding a case of "Not Your Mother's Prescription"
"Your right a bet is a bet and I am a man of my word so come on in" Ashton said
moving out the way letting them in to celebrate whatever Ashton and Bryant bet on while I was not around but this is what everyone need to let go of the past and being to look towards the future on this never ending journey.