Running {h.s]

Chapter One

I wake up stinking of urine. I feel around in the bed and it is soaking wet. I PISSED THE BED AGAIN. Standing up I strip myself of my wet clothes and begin to take the covers of the bed. After washing the covers I go to the bathroom to take a nice long shower. I look into the bathroom mirror and see that my blonde hair looks like a birds nest. I begin to use my purple hair brush to maintain the waves and brush it down. I look at my large blue eyes and see that I have bags under my eyes. I haven't slept well in weeks. I am so afraid that he is... I erase the thought from my mind and begin to get out some makeup. I decide to use my Kylie pallet and some Kylie Gloss. I begin to do my make up when I hear someone coming through the door. I panic I spring up and wrap my towel tight around me. I run to the room and get my gun out of the closet. I feel someone tap me on my shoulder and I turn around and aim at them as I cock the gun.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Mia screams.

What were you thinking Amanda?

"I was just.... I ah." I begin to stutter and feel tears threatening to come

"What the fuck?! " she exclaims while looking at me with wide eyes. "Why on Earth do you have a gun? You are only a junior in high school for Pete's sake."

"It's fake." I lie while trying to convince her my laugh is real

"Is it now?" Mia said cocking and eyebrow up at me.

"It is! I just wanted to see if you would piss yourself." I laugh while shaking my head

"Well, it almost worked! Don't pull that ever again." She says while looking serious yet amused.

She sits down on the couch as I did the final touches on my makeup. We walk out to the door and get into Mia's 2016 Benz. As soon as we get in my favorite song "Control" By Halsey came on following my summer sensation "This is What You Came For" by Rhianna. I begin singing along until the music gets lower.

"Are you going visit your mom this weekend in New Orleans?" She asks me with wondrous eyes. She was so pretty with her super curly brown hair and her flawless skin. Meanwhile, I had these wide hips and everyone called me fat. 

"Uh.... Yeah. I have to pack my things." I say lying through my teeth.

"Can I come? I always wanted to meet your mom and dad! I bet they are gorgeous just like you" she exclaims.

My blood runs cold and I can't say anything until we pull into the school. "We are here!" I say running out of the car to my locker.

I suddenly feel someone behind me and I turn around to see a tall figure behind me.

"Mandy," Harry runs to be pinning me against the locker smashing his lips onto mine. I immediately push me always giving him a scowl.

"What the hell Harry?!" I yell scowling at him.

"I love you, Amanda. I love you. I am sorry so sorry. Please forgive me." Harry begs while wrapping his hand around my waist.

"Harry.... I" I begin to say but I am so choked up. He broke up with me after finding of my dad and mom. I thought I was lying to him since freshmen year. He was giving his all to me but I was lying about who I was. We are now juniors and here the boy who took everything I refuse to give anyone else is here professing his love for me. I love Harry but now that he knows everything about me, can I trust him not to pry anymore?

"Mandy I love you so much," he says tearing up. "This summer was hell without you. I couldn't breathe without in my car, my bed, and my arms. You are my all. Please take me back."

"Okay," I say in nearly a whisper. He then bites down lightly and leaves a trail of kisses down my neck. I remove my legs and move from under him.

"I have to go to class," I say turning my back. He pulls me by my waist and I can feel him behind me.

"We both have English together like always first. I'll walk you he says picking me up and throwing me on his shoulder.

"Harry Edward Styles, you put me down right now!" I exclaim

"No, I like the view." He says slapping my butt.

It had been three months since I smiled for no reason. But little did I know that that smile would be wiped away in an instant.

Hi, my few readers. This is my first story so bear with me. Trust me this book gets better and better. I am so excited to be writing. I have many great ideas for this book and I can't wait for everyone to see them. I will not try to update this book before it gets a few reads because I do not want to update for no reason. But when I start getting reads I will have an updating schedule.

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