I lost myself so completely in you.
You pulled me into your arms, little did I know you were pulling me from everything else I loved.
You blinded my vision so all I could see was you. You enveloped me until I was merely a follower, completely dependent on you, without even knowing it.
You were a part of me.
I don't regret being with you, how could I? I loved you so wholeheartedly.
I do regret how much of myself I gave away to you.
You made me hate the things I loved.
You made me shift my focus from the people who loved me for me, to you, who loved me for what you made me.
The worst part is, you never did any of this. I'm just trying to shift the blame from myself to you.
Because I don't want to accept the fact that I wasn't strong enough to stand up for myself.
I don't want to realize that it was me who fell too hard for you, while you were focused on too many other things than me.
I don't want to know that I was what I said I'd never become, the girl who abandoned her friends for some boy who didn't even love her like he should have.
I lost myself so completely in you.
Now I'm having trouble finding myself.
