Sarah's P.O.V
I was always everyones second choice.
My mom was fine and she did her best to raise me and im really appreciative of her
But do you ever have that felling that you could be in a room full of people and still feel alone
Well that's me on a daily basis
I used to have a friend that I could trust with my life
But just like all the others he didn't want me either.
His name was Harry Edward Styles
Yeah yeah I know OMG Harry Styles from One Direction... No just stop all your fangirling Im no where near friends with HIM
I'm friends with the harry styles from cheshire the little sixteen year old who made me a promise
The one who sang me to sleep when I called him because my nightmares
But that's all gone now since he broke my promise
I moved
And he became mr popular and famous
While I was pathetically calling him waiting for him to pick up but it never came
"Oh Sarah I'll keep in touch I promise I mean what are best friends for " he said well yeah that was bull
I guess best friends aren't for keeping promises..
He lied...
I wouldn't let a tear fall for him well I don't cry for anyone
He didnt want me no one did I literally have one friend that I can call my best friend I always put my fakest smile on for her I wouldn't want her to worry I don't need any one in my brain but me
I guess you could say I'm closed off
Well I speak to people but they will never know me on the inside
They see the goofy girl that I put on for show..
Gosh I'm pathetic
Today was the day after home coming oh what a magnificent night that was
See I had been dating this guy named Ben oh was he a hottie
Typical jock normally I wouldn't go for his type but when he asked
I felt something
I felt wanted
Something I don't get to feel often
He had the usual blonde swept to the side hair, gorgeous green eyes and a body to die for.
But on home coming night he left to go 'get me a drink'
Wow cant believe I went for that one
Sheesh im so gullible
After 20 minutes of waiting for him I find him making out with some random bimbo she looked like a clown or maybe her and a clown got into a contest to see who could wear the most make up
She probably won
I'm surprised Ben didn't have a fake tan mustache
His hands were running up her dress which im surprised that covered her coochi
Well one thing led to another and now I'm single and jenna is suspended for beating the crap out of both the bimbo and Ben..
Now I have a massive hangover because lets face it who wouldn't drink after seeing that
I got smashed
But I had to wake up early to say goodbye to my grandma who was visiting for a few weeks but now sadly has to go
After my mom went to the airport to drop of my grandma. I couldn't fall back asleep so I took some asprin for my pounding head ache and went in my room to grab some clothes
Jenna was in my bed still asleep
What
A
Loser
jk shes not a loser heheh
I grabbed my aero sweatpants a sports bra and a shirt to go over it and went for my run
Even though my head was pounding
Asprin
Instant relief my butt
See they are liars to!!
