Wanted ( A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

The Truth

Sarah's P.O.V.

"So what's your problem" Zayn asks

Here it goes

Take a deep breath

" Harry is my problem" I said in almost a whisper

" What do you mean I thought you were best friends" he said confused

" Were is the key word" I said

" But.. you guys looked so happy when you saw each other today"he said

" looks can be deceiving I actually despise him" I said

" why would you despise him" he asked

" Because he is a liar He is like everyone else. they break promises give you false hope."

I get so mad I start yelling

" ZAYN DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH EVERYONE I LOVE DOESNT WANT ME. HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM HE LEAVES ME CONSTANTLY CALLING HIM THINKING HE'S JUST BUSY HE WILL CALL ME BACK"

I start to tear up and run my hands through my hair getting frustrated

" BUT HE NEVER DID BECAUSE I AM NOTHING TO HIM I'M NOTHING TO ANYONE. I'M CLOSE TO THE EDGE ZAYN I CAN'T KEEP ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING IS OKAY BECAUSE IT'S NOT"

By this time I'm full on sobbing

" I'M TRYING TO BE STRONG BUT LOOK AT ME ZAYN I'M WEAK I AM A MESS I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE...

Im never good enough" I finish off my rant in a whisper

Zayn pulls me into a big hug we are now sitting on a Hill. Me on his lap crying for the first time since my grandpa passed away

"You are a very strong person Sarah" Zayn says

"your just saying that. I'm crying, crying Is for the weak therefore im weak" I said

" you can only stay strong for so long until you break. But that doesn't mean your weak if anything you are so strong for keeping this in for as long as you did" Zayn says

I have so much respect for him now

I think I found a new friend lets hope he doesn't leave too

Either way I'm grateful that he is giving me a shoulder to cry on

" Lets go get some ice cream to celebrate getting these things off our chests" Zayn says making me chuckle

"Sure " so we make our way to Mc. Donalds so we can get our ice cream

"Race you inside" I said while laughing

"oh your so on" he says running

So we finally make it guess who won

Not meee

Lol

Zayn is a fast runner

"You suck" I said

"No your just a sore loser" Zayn said sticking his tongue out

This is the happiest I've been in a while

" Am not your just a cheater" I said while laughing and sticking my tongue out as well

"This ice cream is amazing" Zayn says

"Or should you say AmaZayn haha i made a funny" I said

"Wow that was worse than Harry's jokes"

"Heyyyyy I am offended Harry's jokes are so bad" I said laughing

" what time is it" I ask zayn

"umm 11:00 p.m we should get home before they start to worry" Zayn says

" my mom wouldn't get worried she expects it since I walk really far but I have school tomorrow and the boys will start to worry about you so lets go" I said

We walked home pushing each other and laughing

Once we reached the house I paused

"come on take a deep breath and lets go inside" Zayn said while rubbing circles in my back

"okay I'm ready" I sighed

we walk into the house only to be greeted by a furious harry

His hair looks like he has been running his fingers through it

It's always been a bad habit of his

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN WE'VE BEEN WORRIED SICK" Harry says

"well he has been worried sick me and your mom tried telling him that this is normal but he has been pacing around the house mumbling how you could get kidnapped and how Zayn could have been taken by some crazy fan" jenna says

"WELL YOU COULD HAVE BEEN KIDNAPPED AND RAPED WHO KNOWS IT'S 11:00 PM WHAT ARE YOUR EXCUSES FOR BEING OUT THIS LATE" harry screams

"Me and Zayn went for a walk" I said calmly I'm not planning on telling any one about me and Zayns conversation

"OH SO A BOY YOU BARELY KNOW CAN GO ON A WALK WITH YOU BUT WHEN YOUR BEST FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN THREE YEARS ASKS THEN YOUR ALL LIKE OHHHH NOOO YOU CAN'T I ONLY WALK ALONE WHAT IS UP WITH YOU I COME HERE TO VISIT YOU AND YOU PRACTICALLY IGNORE ME BUT WHEN ZAYN ASKS YOU IT'S OHH YEAH COME RIGHT ALONG" harry screams pacing around

I'm trying so hard to compose myself Zayn notices and starts to rub soothing circles in my back

"Harry please stop yelling I took Zayn along because he is quiet you are loud I go on my walks for a reason if you would have went I wouldn't have accomplished that reason with you talking so much" I said

He is really pushing it

" OH REALLY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU IN 3 YEARS" Harry yells

"yeah well who's fault is that cuz I know it's not mine we could have talked every day heck twice a week would have been better than you completely ignoring my calls now if you don't mind I'll be going to sleep I have school in the morning"

I gave Zayn a huge hug

He gave me his number earlier so we could keep in touch

He is like a brother to me now

I gave all the boys a hug then when I reached harry I walked right past him then went into my room without another word

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A.N

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