Sarah's POV
So after dinner everyone was talking except Zayn who went out for a cigarette
"Hey guys I'm gunna go for a walk" I said
I go for a walk everyday to clear my mind same thing with my morning run
"I'll go with you" Harry says
"No you can't " I said
"Why" Harry said with a frown
"Jenna, explain" I said
"okay sarah goes on these walks at night that no one is aloud to go with her not even me or her mom I don't know why just don't question it " jenna said
"thank you Jenna now I shall be on my way I'll be back whenever" I said walking out the door
As im walking I see Zayn leaned up against the garage door with a cigarette in his mouth
"Hey where are you off to" he asks politely
" Oh just goin for a walk " I say
"hey, do you mind if I come I have a lot on my mind and I think a walk would help clear it up" he asks
Zayn is a pretty quiet guy I don't think he would bother me much like Jenna, Harry, and my mom would by talking so much that I can't think
"ummm sure why not" I say with a small smile
We walk quietly down the road neither of us say anything
It's quite nice sharing my walk with him
The full moon is beautiful I can't help but smile as I look at it, it amazes me
It seems that Zayn likes it to by the small smile playing at his lips
"Beautiful isn't it" he asks
" it's My favorite type of moon except a blood moon those are wicked to see" I say
"yeah they are" he says
"so whats on your mind Zayn my boy" I ask
" Well everything really my engagement, I'm so nervous like what if she gets fed up of all the distance and the touring it just makes me wonder would she believe all the stories and just leave me" he says with a sigh
Well he's not the only person thinking about being left
Because I know Harry is going to leave again
So I'll give him my best advice
" Well Zayn how much do you love her" I asked
"more than anything she is my life" he said
"Well, you have to fight for her make her know you'll never leave, love her with all you've got and don't let her slip away....the things we love most in life are the things we are willing to sacrifice everything for. Well Zayn would you sacrifice it all just for her?" I asked
"Woah that was deep I swear you've got some sorta Buddah in you or like Ghandi" he chuckled
" But yes I'd sacrifice it all the fame the fortune everything" he said
" Then always let her know that. make sure she doesn't go a day without feeling the love that you have for her" I said
" Okay thanks I appreciate you helping me" he says
"So whats on your mind" he asks
" Oh nothing I'm fine" I say
Lies lies lies
"oh come on I told you my problems now you have to tell me yours"
It wouldn't hurt would it??
Oh well he won't be here for long I might as well ..
" Ok but you have to never tell anyone not Jenna, My mother, Or any of the boys...Promise" I said
"Pinky promise" he says while linking our pinkies
I smile.. He is so childish it's adorable
" Okay well here goes nothing"
