Sarah's POV
I wake up to the sound of my alarm
5:00 A.M ewww what an ugly time soooo early
I couldn't go to sleep last night
I was to harsh on Harry
he really got to me though
He is actually the only person that can do that
Everyone else is like flies on the wall
He was always the one that got under my skin he challenged me and my emotions
I was always so happy ( well on the outside ) but it was only him that can break that happiness and let me stop my fake smile for a good minute
He breaks my walls and makes me feel
I don't feel that often its always my fake happiness and depression that I get to feel but he challenges me and makes the real emotions come up
All the anger
The sadness
no matter how much I try he always picked at me until I broke
Like Zayn did
but Zayn is different he was gentle like I was one of his sisters and he didn't like to see me hurt so he broke through my shell and eased me out of it
But harry, well Harry is a douche and it was like he just took a hammer and shattered my shell shattered through my emotions
But secretly I always liked how rough he was
He didn't let me leave without saying what was wrong or what was in my head
I couldn't hide from him
The funny thing ...was that I used to like him so much I was planning on telling him before I left
Before it all changed
After all the years of him being my best friend I had slowly started to fall
All the relationships he had that I wished it was me
The girl that he wanted
But he never wanted me he never would
So I never told him
Now He has models and his groupies
And I have no one
I have such a migraine
Gosh can't I just have a break
"Momma can I stay home I'm not feeling well" I asked
"yeah sure just go get some rest" she replied sleepily
So now I'm laying here alone Jenna had her mom come get her I guess she could feel that I should be alone
She was right
With that I fell asleep
only to be woken up at 12 by people whispering
"oh she is so adorable like a little puppy" I think louis says
"do you think we should wake her up" I hear an irish accent that I know is Niall say
"yeahh we should how should we do this boys bucket of water? Shaving cream?" I hear Louis say I can hear the smirk
That's when I get up
I jump out of bed grab louis by the ear and drag him out
" Oww aye watch the ear I need that to hear" Louis says
Hehe that rymed
I kick him out then turn around to 4 scared looking boys
"Every one out" I yell they walk past me one by one but I grab Zayn and tell him to stay I shut the door and walk to my bed
"soo how was your sleep " Zayn asks
" oh just peachy I fell asleep at 5:00 and was woken up by 5 boys who don't know how to whisper" I say
" ok soo I have big news" zayn says
" okay tell me what is it did harold grow a fifth nipple " I said
" Haha no... Your strange.... Perrie wants to meet you and I asked if you could be a bridesmaid at the wedding " Zayn says excitedly
"OH MY GOD ZAYN I CANT MEET PERRIE I WILL COMPLETELY EMBARRASS MYSELF SHE IS LIKE MY IDOL" I say with wide eyes
"You'll be fine she will be coming down here in a few days to vacation with us and your meeting her end of story" Zayn says
I glare at him before breaking out into a smile and hugging him to a point I swear he turned purple
"THANK YOU" I say
"oh its no problem" Zayn says
"gosh I need to get an out fit pick a hair style haha hair style harry styles haha I made another funny Zayn I should open up a comedy club me and Kevin Hart shall Have a joke off and I would win Zayn I would win " I say laughing
"you really wouldn't and you should get dressed your spending the day with us" he says like it is no big deal but it is its a huge deal
"Zayn I cant spend the day with that curly headed butt face" I say crossing my arms and pouting my lip out
"well you have to" zayn says
Ugghh I should have went to school
that's the only time I'll ever say that
