Natasha Romanoff has scars from her past. most of them haunt her in her dreams, others are on her body. they will stay with her forever.
no matter what memory or painful flashback one thing will always stay the same
" im a monster"
*quick updates*...
congratulations to Witchcraft12 who guessed what Steve's plan was!👌😄❤️
Steve's pov
I still held her cold hands. I had a plan.
"Guys I have an idea" I confessed
"what is it"? Bruce asked
"who cares just do it!" Clint said
I leaned in and could the stares of my team burning on me. I leaned in farther and closed the space between Natasha and I.
Natashas pov
i was training. punch after punch. my knuckles bled but i didn't notice.
from in my mind i felt something, like butterflies in my stomach.
i started punching softer now
"Natalia your pulling your punches"
the image faded and I was slowly coming back from reality. but something changed since my flashback started. i wasn't in my dance studio. i was on a couch. the butterflies in my stomach were going wild. that's when i realized soft lips were pressed against mine.Steve. i kissed back. he pulled away and i opened my eyes.
"Nat?"
"im ok Clint. " I said
i got up and gave him a hug. Tony came back into the room with a glass of water and handed it to me. that's not what i needed right now. i put the glass down and threw my arms around him.
"im glad your ok Red" he said
"me too. " I admitted the avengers left except one. i turned to Steve.
"Nat i-
i stopped him
"thank you" I said
he came to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. i loved hugging Steve. my head rested on his chest and his head on my head.
"so Nat about what just happened"
"the kiss?" I asked
"yeah." he scratched the back of his head. it was adorable.
"what about it?"
"you kissed back"
"I did"
he smiled and walked closer foolishly I did to. he sat his hands on my waist and kissed me.
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it was wrong i couldn't love him, i was trained not to and i didn't know how. i pulled away. tears glazed my eyes.
"Nat are you ok?"
I just nodded he grabbed my hands. i knew what was coming i could see it in his eyes the way he smiled and blushed secretly hoping. those three little words that lead to your heart.
"Natasha i lo-
"Steve don't, i cant"
"why not? Do you love me Natasha?"
"i- love you can't"
i ran away. i told him i can't but i wanted to. i ran to my room and flopped on my bed.
Steve's pov
she left me there. I was going to tell her I love her. I guess she doesn't feel the same. but why would she kiss back? I walked to my room and took a shower and hoped I didn't ruin our friendship.
