Heartbreak Story [Nathan Sykes Fanfiction]

Chapter Three.

Jas' POV;



Today was the day I was meeting Connor's parents and to be honest, I wasn't looking forward to it, at all.


"You ok?" He smiled.
"Great.." I mumbled.


He rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand, leading me to the house. He knocked lightly and someone answered.


They smiled and let us in. Connor introduced me and I had to leave. It didn't seem right.


I apologised and made my way out of the house, Connor following me.


"What are you doing?" He asked.
"I can't stay here, I'm sorry." I whispered.
"Can you do anything without thinking about him or that baby?!" He shouted.
"That baby? That baby was my fucking little girl, Connor. I'm sorry if you don't understand, but I lost her. What do you expect me to do? Forget about her and act like nothing ever happened?!" I spat, tears slowly falling.


I looked at him, in complete and utter shock and started walking. He ran up to me, pulling at my hand.


"Where the hell are you going?!" He questioned.
"Home." I answered.


I took my phone out of my pocket, unlocked it and dialled a number. It rang for a while and then he answered.


"Tom, hi.. Yeah, erm, I'm fine. Are you busy?" I whispered. "Could you possibly pick me up near the hospital?"


I walked towards the hospital and waited for Tom to turn up. I heard a beep and I quickly got in the car.


"Thank you.." I smiled.
"It's okay.. How've you been coping?" He asked.
"Not very well.." I whispered.
"Wish I could said the same for Nathan.." He growled.
"I miss him, Tom.." I admitted.
"I know you do, babe. I know.." He mumbled.


He stopped at his house and told me to go inside with him. As I walked in, I heard his familiar voice, and laughter.


I sighed, and walked in, acting like it didn't bother me. I smiled at them both, and then walked into the kitchen with Tom.


"Nathan, get off me, babe, oh my god, stop." She giggled.
"Gimme a kiss." I heard him whisper.


I walked into the living room and sat on one of the sofa's with Tom. He pulled me into a hug and then looked over at Nathan.


He looked back at me, winked and nodded. I had a confused look on my face and then suddenly his lips came crashing down on mine.


I realised what he was doing. He knew how much I loved Nathan. He was trying to see if Nathan would actually notice, or care.



Nathan's POV;



I looked over at Jas and then noticed Tom's lips on hers. To be honest, it shocked me.


No, it hurt. I watched him stand up and make his way into the kitchen. I smiled at Kirsty and followed Tom.


I coughed and he turned around, raising his eyebrow.


"Can I help you?" He laughed.
"Why do that?" I growled.
"Do what? Kiss Jas?" He smirked.
"Yes." I spat.
"Oh so you did notice she was there, yeah? She loves you, Nathan. I don't understand why, but she does. After everything you've put her through. Accusing her of lying, making her lose your baby? She still fucking loves you." He shouted, not too loud though.
"I know she does, and I know I fucked up, I get that. Her losing the baby, that wasn't my fault, Tom. Don't ever blame that on me, she had a miscarriage because of other reasons, not because of me." I replied, a little angry. "I love her, Tom."


He nodded, and walked closer to me, before whispering something and walking out of the kitchen and back into the living room.


"Tell her."


I looked back at him, and closed my eyes. I headed back into the living room and noticed Kirsty standing up.


"Babe, where are you going?" I asked.
"Shop, with Tom!" She grinned.
"I'll come with you!!" I smiled.
"No, stay with-" she paused.
"Jas, but no, it's fine, you can go, Nathan." Jas interrupted.
"Nath, baby, stay with Jas, I mean, she's Tom's girlfriend after all." She kissed my cheek and walked off.


I walked over to Jas, smiling slightly. She moved away from me, flinching as I raised my hand to itch my neck.


"Jas.. I-I wasn't going to hurt you." I whispered.


She nodded and looked at me, hurt in her eyes.


"So what's her name?" She asked.
"Kirsty.." I mumbled.
"She's gorgeous, you did good." She laughed.
"She's not you." I pointed out.
"That was the whole point though right? Leave me, find someone who isn't me, because I'm me, I'm nobody special." She smiled.
"Nobody special? Are you stupid? I'd do anything to have you back, I mean that. All I want is for us to be happy, and to maybe consider a family, again.." I whispered.
"I don't want kids, not after losing our girl.." She blinked.


I pulled her close and held her in my arms. I kissed her head and started singing the song I used to sing to her.


She looked at me, and smiled. I smiled back and kissed her head again.


"I love you, Jas." I smiled.