Chapter 5. My new start.....Maybe

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Dear Diary,

It’s been almost a week since I have moved in. I love it here. The weather is really warm considering it was still July. I still have not seen my sister since I have arrived. Daniel and I have been hanging out a lot. He is very kind and an amazing kisser. I am sorry but we have not just been hanging out.  Two nights ago I was reading in my bedroom when I heard a soft knock on the special closet door. Daniel walked in. He looked absolutely amazing in his plaid pants and bare chest. All those muscles on just one man. It astounding.  He slowly walked over to my bed and sat down. We were silent for a few minutes. He leaned over and kissed me softly on the lips.  He tasted like lemon and mint probably from his chap stick.          He depend the kiss becoming more needy. He slipped his tongue in my mouth.  We stayed that way for a while until we finally broke away.  I really think I could get used to living here...

                                          Till the nest time,

         Lilah

I sat at the table drinking some English tea that Daniel brought over to America. I was going to meet with my sister today. I was so excited to see her.  She was my favorite person in the world because she really understood me.

 All those years that I struggled with being a teenager and our mother was never there Katharine always was there for me.  I always loved her and we had a special sister-sister relationship. She even stayed home from her junior prom to be with me on the night our father left. She would always protect me from my mom when she drank too much and took out a belt to whip me. I couldn’t live without her. 

I walked out of the apartment and headed down the street to see her. She only lived a few blocks away. When I arrived at her apartment she was sitting on a couch with her feet propped up. She looked so much more mature from the last time I saw her. 

“Lilah I cant believe you are finally here in D.C with me, Katharine squealed.

She was the same old cheery self as always. We decided to go out to the town to explore.  We walked silently until Kat brought up the one thing I hoped she never would again.

“Has mom tried to contact you? I know you probably don’t want to hear this but you should try and stay in contact with her. I know what she did was horrible but don’t be like me. It will leave you in a dark and vengeful place.”

I tried to think about the option of forgiving my mother but all I could think of was the incident...

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Flashback

Cole (my current boyfriend) and I had been dating since 8th grade. He was the perfect boyfriend. Always sweet and on time whenever we had a date. He always stalked about being together forever. ( I know its usually the girl saying that but he somehow knew we would always be together) He was the bad boy of our school and I was the good girl. I know cliché but it was true we were in love. He was having a hard time in school and the pressure of college. He became irritated a lot and was drinking and partying a lot.  One day just before and summer vacation where we were going on vacation together I walked home and saw him and my mom dealing drugs. He had multiple bags of pot in them. I couldn’t even look at them. Cole knew how much I hated that my mother was such a screw-up and here he was smoking the drugs MY MOTHER GAVE HIM.  He didn’t even apologize he was too high. My mother on the other hand had a smirk on her face because she ruined one of the only things that were good in my life. She had taken away my best friend.

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I don’t know if I could ever forgive her for what she did. I didn’t want to think about this anymore. Kat and I hadn’t had even had a full day together and already memories of mother were flooding into my mind. We stopped at a coffee shop near my apartment.

“So are you dating anyone.” Kat asked me questioningly.

Umm. I didn’t really know what to say because I didn’t think Daniel and I were classified as anything. Maybe friends with benefits.....but there were no true benefits other than a few kisses and longing glances while cooking.

“Its complicated I don’t know if I want to date anyone just yet”, I responded. 

We were heading back to the apartment while taking about things that majors and how I will probably have this extremely hot professor.  We walked up to my apartment. I didn’t know if anyone was home so we went in. I could hear Daniel in the shower singing loudly and really badly. Katharine heard him too and started to laugh.  We went into the kitchen to make some food when Sara and James walked in holding a shit load of shopping bags. Sara looked as energized as ever but james on the other hand looked near death.  When they walked into the kitchen they saw Kat and I cooking and laughing.  Sara was her friendly self while James just stood in the back and stared at Kat. She surprisingly stared back. (Just as a Side note if you had a magnifying class you could probably see their sexual tension.... Meow). They finally left after Sara got to know Kat and James and her flirted shamelessly.

We were alone again until I heard Daniel coming around the corner. I didn’t know if I wanted Kat to mean him yet. Maybe she wouldn’t like him for some reason.  He walked into the kitchen and look Katharine straight in the eyes.

“YOU”, He screamed pointing at Katharine.

A/N Hello all to who is reading this If any of you want to edit this I am not good at that. Just comment below and we can work something out. Hopefully this chapter is a bit longer. I am still working on length. Thanks.... Oh and sorry about the cliffhanger.

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