Dear Ex Best friend (Epistolary)

Entry #12

Dear Ex Best Friend,
 
    Hello again Mr. BLM! Musta ulit? Sawa ka na ba sa kakakamusta ko sayo? Don't worry di ka nag-iisa. Sawang sawa na din akoooo! 😭 Kaya nga pinag-iisip ko nga na hanggang Entry #15 lang 'to o di kaya naman hanggang tuluyan akong magsawa. :3 Naaalala mo ba? Dati every uwian, sa sakayan, lagi tayong nagkikita na unexpected sakin dahil di naman don way pauwi sa inyo pero nadaan ka pa din don. Ano trip mo po? Tsk. Tapos pagkadaan mo sisisgaw ka ng ' CRUSH KITA D***!' at 'I LOVE YOU D***!' O di kaya naman si Leni (best friend mo din that time) na 'D*** Crush ka daw ni B****!' Yung totoo?! Isa lang ba kayong malaking paasa at pinagtitripan niyo lang ako o Assuming lang talaga ko kaya nabigyan ko yon ng ibang  meaning? Para kasi kayong ewan e?! Pero seriously umasa talaga ko dat taym! 😭 That time. Only that time na gusto talaga kita. Pero di na ngayon. Duh! Ilang years na nga nakalipas diba? More than 4 years? Hays! 😣😪 Di ko lang talaga alam kung bakit inaalala ko pa memories natin, kung pwede naman akong gumawa ng bago at mas bagong memories with my new best friends.. Maybe I should find another boy best friend? Well, I already got one! But he is only a close boy friend of mine. Can't forget our memories.. It's always haunt the hell of me! And I don't know what to do anymore so I just write it here. That maybe, when I write all of our memories here, I totally forget 'bout it. About you. But swear! After I write all of it, I'll totally forget 'bout you. For REAL. Like what you did. Like what I want me to do. For you. And of course for MYSELF.

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