The UNDERCOVER Girlfriend

Meeting the Death of Me

Stephanie POV:

Oh today's the day and it's a horrible day at that. Today is that day that I'm going meet Shawn again to apparently talk about why he was the reason I was crying, and all of that fun stuff. But I might as well get it over and done with. I brush my teeth rapidly and take a very long and relaxing scented bath and make sure I get myself ready for what seemed to be the longest day ever.

I brought a teal, red, and black plaid bikini, sunglasses, and black flip flops, in my back pack. I was wearing my usual red plaid shirt with black jeans and sneakers. I tied my hair back and I was good to go since I don't usually eat breakfast.

I ran out the front door with all of my stuff and I walked calmly to his front door . I knocked on the front door rapidly as butterflies start to flutter in my stomach.

This was going to be interesting, I though to myself. Maybe I should just go home. I turned around and started walking back home when Shawn called my name from his porch. Damn.

"Steph! Why are you walking back to your house? Come back."

I walked back to his house . He grinned at me and I have him a weak smile back.

Shawn's POV:

"Hi Steph"

"Hi. Can I come in?" She asked.

"Of course, your always welcome over here ."

She nodded. I was worried about her. REALLY worried about her. "Do you want to get changed? We're going in the pool to talk." I knew go much she love the water, she was practically half fish. "Sure" she whispered looking at the ground. "You know where everything is, just come out when you're ready." I told her. She quickly walked away.

I'm so confused. Was she mad at me? What did I do to hurt her? I need to know because that was never my intention at all. I would NEVER hurt her, in purpose at least. She's changed she's so depressed now and I need to know why. I care about her. But maybe she doesn't feel the same way.

I was already so I got into the pool and started relaxing. I saw Steph in her bikini and she looked so beautiful as usual. I began to feel my third leg lifting itself up. Oh Lord. I quickly grabbed a pool toy to help cover it up.

She sat down in the water facing me and I could tell by the look on her face that something was wrong. I couldn't tell what was hurting her because for some odd reason she's blocking me out completely. I just want her to trust me again you know?

Stephanie's POV

Why was he staring at me? Did I have something on my face? Does my curly hair look frizzy? Do I look fat in this bikini? I knew that I  should have stayed home.

"Steph. Can we be honest to each other please?"

I slowly nodded my head.

"How am I making you sad? What did I do?"

" You were my best friend. My only friend. I caught feelings for you and I can't seem to get rid of them no matter how much I try. I know that you  don't like me, hell  I don't even like me. But I had hope,  that you could be the one that I give my all too. But you where on  tour all the time and you never called me so I didn't think that you wanted to hear from me. The kids at school started bullying me after you left for your passion. All of it just made me  think  that I wasn't good enough and that I wasn't ever going to be good enough. I started hating everything about myself and I just lost myself.  I still hate myself." I whispered .

I looked up at Shawn who cradled me in his arms. "I'm sorry that I ever left you. I'm sorry that I made you feel that way I didn't know. I'm so sorry."

"It's not your fault Shawn," I said "I should have told you how I was feeling but I just couldn't."

He nodded his head while still holding me in his warm embrace.

"It's your turn Shawn"

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