Shawn's POV:
I cradled Steph in my arms, since I was so scared to let her go. She seems so fragile, and lost and yet so brave. I don't know how she does it, I don't know how she acts so brave even though she could, die.
I love her, and I can't let her die, and I most certainly can't let her go through this stuff by herself. So I guess it's decided....... I can't go on tour. It has to be canceled. I hope my fans understand. I mean, the love of my life is dying, my best friend has leukemia. How would they not understand?
A tear rolls down my face as I try to sing the song I wrote for her. She needed that song right now.
"She would not show that she was afraid, but being and feeling alone was too much to face though everyone said that she was so strong what they didn't know is that she could barely carry on"
Stephanie started crying, and sobbing. She told me that everytime she hears that song she can't help but cry. But now it was much more than that, she was scared of leaving everything she knew behind. She was scared of death itself and I knew it but no one else did.
"But she knew that she would be okay so she didn't let it get in her way
Sometimes it all gets a little too much but you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up and you don't have to be afraid because we're all the same and we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much
Would always tell herself if she can do this she would use no help it would be just fine but when it got hard to lose focus so take my hand and we'll be alright"
I squeezed her even tighter. And I just..... I couldn't ...... no scratch that...... wouldn't let her go.
" Steph listen to me. When people say that true love doesn't exist, I don't believe them because I here holding my true love, my one and only, in my arms. And we WILL fight this thing together. Okay?" I asked passionately.
She sniffled , wiped her tears away and said with a small voice "Okay."
"Okay now we are going to march into your doctor's office and demand some meds to stop this cancer. It's not going to take away your life. I wont allow it. I would rather die than let you die." I announced.
She nodded. She was deep in her thoughts. I wonder whag she was thinking about. And away we went back to the hospital.
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The UNDERCOVER Girlfriend
RomanceStephanie Edwards. Shawn Mendes is her best friend and they've known each other since the day they were born. Over the years she starts developing feeling for him. Once his singing talent takes off and he's on tours most of the time. She begins to...
