Do You Trust Me?

Chapter 4

"The Boss" was really funny. We laughed the entire time. Near the end of it, he put his arm around me. It was so cute. When we were walking out, he gave me his football jacket. We got in his car and went to his house. He and I went up to his room to play GTA V and Halo. In each challenge we played, we either tied or I won by a little bit. He looked at me with a crooked, half impressed smile, and said, "Well, Miss-Pro-Gamer, try this on for size," as he was putting COD: Ghost in his PS4. I did pretty well for my first time playing it, as I lost by around 100 points. "You did better than I did the first time playing," he said, astonished.

We laugh a little and gaze into each others eyes for what seemed like forever. When I look into his eyes, I see kindness, care, love, truth. We both start to blush, so we both break the gaze and I break the silence by saying I gotta go to the washroom.  I look at my self in the mirror and splash some water on my face. What's happening to you girl? GET IT TOGETHER!!! I try to get my brain to think about something else for at least 5 seconds. I start feeling an anxious-type feeling in my gut. My palms get sweaty and I feel my heart beat speed up. When I think about our little moment there, all I can do is smile.

Then, it hit me.

I'm in love with Cameron.

I go back to his room, and he tells me that he ordered a pizza for us. Sweet. We talk to each other for a few minutes, and then we go and play Mario Kart. I start to sweat again when the pizza was delivered and he went to go get it. My thoughts went everywhere. Does he like me too? Does he love me? Is this why he spent the night and got me all those things? And then, I realized I'm in his bedroom. The butterflies come back, but with a vengeance. I almost had to drink some water to calm myself down. He comes back with the pizza, and the butterflies turn into hunger. We eat pizza and drink pop, and subsequently had a belching competition. I won with the score of 8.5.

He drives me home, and during the ride, I try to stay quiet so I don't explode. As we pull in the driveway, I say, "You know what? I'm gonna try school again."He looks delighted and says, "What made you change your mind?" "Knowing that you'll be there to help me through," I respond. We sit in the car and look over at each other, and I catch myself in his eyes' hypnotic trance. I look away while blushing, and say, "Cam, I-" He interrupted me, but in the best way.

Cameron, one of the hottest guys I've ever met, had just kissed me.