Compel

3 | What If

What if, after a long period of waiting and spending all things with you alone.

Not minding what it takes to be alone,

Not minding how could it be so hard to do everything alone,

And you just sickly get used to it.

Then one unexplainable moment.

You just wake-up, realizing that you need someone that could lighten your world.

Someone that already filling you with joy and gladness.

Someone that ease your heart and will never give an intention to pound it.

And yes, you just feel it and surely not afraid to risk whatever it may take to risk.

Yes, you know that feeling is true.

But then, you just can't do it.

You just can't let it happen.

Because you're afraid to be rejected.

You're afraid to take the risk of being hurt.

Then you started losing yourself.

You started to bear again the weariness of loneliness.

What if, you take the courage.

You take the faith.

You started not to be stumble.

And you just sincerely pursue her.

You just show her the desire of your heart.

You started trusting yourself.

You started to persevere.

You started learning to wait.

Then, what if, she will have said.

She need you to wait.

She need you to understand.

Until she will win the same fight that you are experiencing.

Then that time,

All what ifs' will become a realization of what is.

-writtingfingers