Far too young to die

How?

I go to sleep for the night until I get woken up by a sharp pain in my chest. The pain gets so strong I scream but no sound comes out. I'm all alone everyone has gone home or to their own room. I try screaming again and a quiet sound comes out, I realize the pain isn't just in my chest it has now spread to my throat and lungs. I struggle for air as I grab a book that I use to through at the door in a hope to get someones attention. The heavy book makes a loud bang sound as it hits the wooden door.

I hear foot steps come close to my door as I feel tears run down my cheeks. The door opens slightly and reveals the handsome man with dark brown hair and eyes and the dreamy voice. Brendon.

As he sees my state he runs towards me and grabs my hand.

"Holly what happened?" He screams. He runs out the door and screams for assistance.

"It's going to be okay I promise just hang in there." His words calm me slightly but I don't know how long I can go on without breathing and the pain has become so bad the tears pour onto my pillow as I struggle for life.

Three nurses rush in and run to me. Another doctor comes in and turns me onto my back and pumps my chest. I loose the ability to move all I can do is move my eyes and I can hardly do that. I feel my bed click and start to move. I loose grip of Brendons hand as they push me away. I close my eyes because even with my eyes open everything is black. All I can feel is the warmth of Brendons hands that were once in mine and all I can hear is his dreamy voice telling me that it's going to be okay he promises.

(Brendon's perspective)

I stand and watch as they run out of the room. I'm still in shock and I can't bare the thought of losing her, I thought it was bad enough her losing her memory but this is too much. I may have only met her but I feel like I have known her forever.

All I want to do more than anything is just hug her and never let her go because I don't want anything bad to happen to her, nothing like this. I wish I just never let her go because she could die right here, right now and I have no way of saving her.

I sit in silence on the chair that was once next to her bed and I fell myself start to fall asleep maybe because I haven't slept in like 24 hours.
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I hold her hand tight and look into her dark hypnotic eyes. Her hands are warm and her nails are painted perfectly. Her light hair falls gently against her fair skin and some is tucked behind her ear.
I gently cup her face and force her to look me in the eyes too. As she raises her head I lean in to kiss her soft pink lips. I close my eyes in anticipation.

But the sensation of soft lips meeting mine was not what I was given. My eyes are forced open and I see two bright lights coming towards me. I try to scream and run but I'm frozen and no sound comes out. The lights get closer and closer by the second until finally the light swerve to my side.

I look over to my side and see the girl I was about to kiss in my same position. I see her freeze and try to get away but with no success. I see what's on the other end of the lights, a huge coach. And then I see it. How is it possible? I'm right here, how?
I see who's driving the car.

It's me.

How can I be in two places at once? It's not possible? It's not real.
I run towards Hazel and push her as hard as I can to get her away from the coach. As I do that I feel it hit me.

The sudden hit makes me shriek and wake up from the fear. 'Thank god that was just a dream' I think to myself.

~~~~~(an)~~~~~
I have changed the girls name from Holly to Hazel and I may change some of the other names too.