Unanswered Questions

7/9/16 - 1:28 a.m.

What are you doing right now?

I WAS sleeping. Why?

It's nothing

I was just wondering

Don't give me that bullshit

You don't just wake someone up @ one in the morning

to ask them what they were doing because you were "just wondering"

What's up?

Nothing.

It's stupid

You know I hate it when you say that

Sorry

I hate it when you say that too

Well what am I supposed to tell you?

Tell me what's wrong

Goddamn you

Fine...

...I had a nightmare

about...?

You.

And me.

We were on the roof of this one story house and we were star-gazing.

You went back inside saying that you were going to get something but...

It's stupid

I will reach into this phone and slap you

Fine, fine

But you never came back.

15 minutes later there was smoke.

I went back downstairs into the house and everything was up in flames

The door was blocked with chairs and a table so I had to jump out the window

I survived but the entire house went up in flames

As tears started to stream down my face, I saw you far in the distance, suitcase in hand

I screamed your name, begging you to come back but you didn't

You just looked back at me before running into the night

Then I woke up

I told you it was stupid

You know that I would never do that to you, right?

Yeah...

But it just made me think about our situation

What do you mean?

I don't know anything about you

Not anything significant

I know that you love Supernatural and Melanie Martinez

Halsey and Panic! At the Disco like me

I know that you love the Walking Dead comics

and that you believe wholeheartedly in unicorns

I know that you wish your birth mom could stand up to your other mom

and not just go along with everything she says

I know that you yell out random things like you have Tourette's,

Even though you don't (I don't think)

I know that you love touching my hair and popping my pimples

I know you love it when I run my hands through your hair

I know that you love me

But I don't know you

...

It sounds like you know me

But I do understand what you mean

Really? I don't sound crazy?

No. You sound cautious.

You basically fell in love with a complete stranger

But so did I

We only know the things that scratch the surface

But here's the thing

I don't know about you, but I don't care

Because you were right

I do love you

And whether you're the emotional,

overly-caring,

complete and utter graceful mess that I know you to be

Or whether you're a complete psychopath who's incapable of love

I love whoever I met this summer at camp

Either you're a great actor and pathological liar

Or

that same person is on the other side of this phone

Tell me now or forever hold your peace

God I love you

Well I guess that rules out the psychopath option

Shut up.