Through My Eyes [Jeon Jungkook]

21

The next day, I was informed of what had happened to me, and how my eyes were like this. I was also told that I could leave tomorrow morning,if I was pushing myself to be strong.

I would be wearing glasses that made me see things a little better, but I would need a stick to walk to places. I would have to use my senses to walk, also.

I wanted to stay in the hospital forever. If I went outside, I couldn't see anything. It would upset me more.

I can't see the beautiful night skies with the stars, the colorful rainbow after the storm,and mostly I can't see the faces of the people that I loved.

"Ya! Choi Melody! Just wear the glasses." My mom yelled at me, picking up the glasses that I just threw.

"No."

I didn't want to wear them, because it didn't represent me. I wanted to be able to see again without using objects. I wanted to be natural, like I was 13 years ago. But now I am 19, dealing with a rare disease that made me different than the others. Out of the one fourth, it had to be me.

I started to feel the warm tears fall down, as I thought of the whole new chapter in my book. My life has changed. I don't like this at all.

"Where's Jungkook?" I asked my mom, thinking of him.

"Oh, he's at home. Do you want me to call him to come here? I can-"

"No. I don't want him to see me like this." I turned my back to my mother.

In front of me was what seemed like a box, with little light shining through-a window.

Through my eyes I saw things that reminded me of you. I want you here-with me. But I don't want you to see how i'm struggling, making you in pain too. I saw a white dot in the dark night skies that made me think of the necklace you gave me.

"Mom, where is my necklace?"

I heard her shuffle through some things, before handing me a shiny light into the palm of my hands.

"Here." She said. "It's right here." She started to fiddle with my hands, feeling the texture of the necklace.

I raised my arm, adjacent to the white dot-the moon. I moved the necklace back and forth, seeing the resemblance.

My lips quivered, feeling my tear drops roll down my cheeks.

Nothing will be the same anymore. Everything has changed.