Poems Of August

7. I Said

They said that you got to
treat me like you did in
2014,
and not to say you love me but to show
me.

They said you gotta hug me and not let
go,
to love me forever
more

to kiss me and not open them blue-tiful
eyes,
Lately hidden by that unfaithful
disguise,
tinted by your friends terrible
lies,
so all I ask is you look into
mines.

Who changed your perception on
us,
Who got your heart - be
honest.

Who was there when your family
wasn't?
Who got you food and
muffins?
even gave you good good
lovin,
even break their back just to get you something?

Walking through the blizzard just to be with her and stay later then  moms accepted,
Who's the one you said
made you always feel
protected?

Couldn't get a ring so I gave
her ear rings and a
necklace,
The long shot we had in our
minds was longer then
projected.

But your the drug I love and everything I do and did you
effected,
everything we was and is, is all my
fault,
cause I was focused on some
of us and I let you
fall.

I wanna give you a second chance,
but I can't cause my brain will be
damned.

slowly dying with us like it was quick sand but man do I want us
back,
But karma is around and that's a
fact