After seeing Atharv in a state where he wants to shut himself out, to see burn in this havoc of a fire caused by those emotions. The feelings connected to a man who left him and his mom in such a period of time where he got every ounce of pain. Taking the pain in the form of constant struggle, internal fights, fears and tears from the taunts, unfair amount of disrespect which created a place like hell. For which, he had to stand on his legs and give himself enough strength and courage so that he could support his mother, took a lot from him as a human being. His mother's love healed those wounds long time back and now suddenly after seeing those memories flashing by in a second, you feel like you're standing on burning coals where you can't feel a thing after you have been burnt several times. The anger, the frustration, the sorrows, the incompleteness, the hardship, the hatred even - all those constantly surrounding him and slowly eating him up, is a door which he never wanted to let out in front of anyone. Vividha understands his battle with himself and wants him to open the door and let it out. She doesn't want him to get destroyed within himself. He is capable of love, he is capable of being even more strong. Showing him the truth of reality internally, is what she wants for him. Taking him near the lake, and to see a shadow of himself from within which he refuses to let out because it might be ugly. She does realize the consequences of this, to accept the shadow, to accept what he feels, to accept every side of him. She knows how difficult it is for him to pour all the pain overflowing from his eyes. She is ready for him to face himself with the reality and forgive everything. She knows it eats him inside, every moment he thinks about those years of incompleteness and loneliness. She is even ready for to never leave him alone, when he needs her the most. I believe, after them both seeing themselves in the reflection of the lake at night. This night will pass away but coming all those nights where they will be far away from each other post separation. He is going to come here to the lake and reminisce this night and every moment of this night. Not letting him go from her is another symbolism where he resides in her, so she doesn't want him to get away from himself. Because, she's dwelling herself in him too and if he loses himself, she loses herself. Taking his hand, hugging with with so much warmth to calm the storm in him. Slowly breathing the air, as they are within each other. He cannot turn himself away from her, as much he wants - she stops and back hugs him for him to be not so stubborn on them and not just him. By taking his hand, she wants him to let go all of that misery, not to torment himself bit by bit. With tenderness, she slowly raises her hand to caress his face, comforts him with a forehead kiss to let him know the sense of protection. Kisses the tear away to take all his sorrows, sooth him with ease and make Atharv, Atharv again. <3
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RomansaA love story of Atharv and Vividha unfolds where the truth and mentality of today's generation is stripped naked by today's youth.