I'm a Virgin ....and I just Got Pregnant

Chapter 8: IF

It's been 5 days since Amia's encounter with Levi. His lonesome face was still very vivid in her memory. And she's worried about him. For five days she tried to bring food to Levi but he would not let her in nor reprimand her, he said nothing. So Amia would end up leaving the tray of food in front of Levi's room. She always checks it out but the tray remained unmoved and then she would resort to replacing it with another set. That was Amia's routine for five days. And everyone on the mansion was aware with what she was doing. No one dared to barge in on Levi's room whenever he locked up because it's been proven how Levi would go mad when someone dared to.

 Amia was unsure why she kept doing the same but one thing she was certain, she couldn't leave Levi that way.

It was lunch time and she was standing in front of Levi's room with a tray of food in her two hands. She cooked the food by her own even if there were lots of maids.

Gosh! How can someone stand five days without food? Tshhh this man really knows how to make me worry...... 

Amia knocked 10 times, making sure that Levi would recognize her presence.

"M-Marco... I brought you lunch..." then again she knocked

"I will not leave until you get out and take this tray from me...i-i-I'm serious" Amia shouted hoping that Levi would hear him. Then she put the tray down and sat beside it leaning on the wall. 0ne minute.. five minutes... two hours.. and hours passed. There's no Marco Levi. It was raining very hard outside and she was starting to get cold but she continued waiting until she fell asleep.

Levi just arrived and saw a sight that melted his heart. He saw Amia sleeping in front of his room. She was leaning on the wall hugging her self. She looked very cold. That moment Levi wanted to hug Amia. He wanted to ease her coldness. Then his sight directed to the tray of food beside her. Then he realized why Amia was sleeping there. He was pleased with Amia's sincerity. How he really appreciated her thoughtful act.

"Silly girl" he whispered with a genuine smile on his face.

Amia opened her eyes, she felt someone staring at her but she saw no one. Then she realized she was already in her bed. Her face turned into how-come expression. She jumped out of the bed and wore her night robe.

Did Levi bring me here?

She hurriedly went outside her room and headed towards Levi's. She did not see the tray which made her smile. Amia was about to knock when her ears caught a sad melody. Someone was singing while playing the piano. She followed the voice. As she came nearer and nearer to the voice, her heart was little by little crashed into pieces. It was Levi. Droplets of tears wanted to seek release from her eyes. She was jealous. The song was a clear proof, Levi could not forget about Margaret. She tilted her head upward and blinked couple of times to prevent the imminent tears from flowing.

You are the reason

 The seasons of my life

 You're everything I wish, and live for

 Give me an answer

 Show me the way

 You're breaking me, leaving me in pain.

Why cry Amia? Don't cry lass!! You have no right to feel this way. You knew very well how he loved his wife. You're inlove with him but don't expect him to love you in return. No matter what you do, you could never replace his wife's memories. No matter what you do, he'll never love you. No matter what you do, he'll remain far from you.

Before Levi could end the song, Amia turned back and run towards her room. She run, not able to see how Levi smiled, how Levi looked fully recovered from the past. He's happy, he can now play the song with no heart aches.