Metanoia.

Chapter:14

"Code Blue! She's not breathing!" I wasn't awake but, I heard everything. I couldn't see where I was but, I feel like death. I'm not even exaggerating. I couldn't breathe either. At this moment I was fighting for my life literally but, for what?

Nothing in my life makes sense. My whole life is a damn lie. My mother isn't my real mother. My father wasn't my real father, and my real father is a drunk abusive jerk. My real mother obviously poisoned me. My name isn't even Vivian, its Celia which are both very ugly names may, I add. I just wanted to give up. Nobody would care if I died. I wouldn't even care. I would die and everyone would show up to my funeral dressed in black and cry, why would they cry? They sure as hell didn't care about me when I was alive. They would say all these nice things about me that weren't even true. It was all fake. Maybe, I was just put in this world to take up space.

Just as I was about to stop fighting someone popped in my head.

Cameron Johnson.

What would he do if I gave up? He would have nobody. Cameron has been through enough and I can't let myself be another loss. In this moment I knew what I wanted to do if I made this out alive.

I was going to run away with Cameron.

I tried my hardest to breathe. I felt like I was 100 feet deep in an ocean. I felt like my lungs were ripped out of my body. Then this happened..

"She's breathing! Bring her in the E.R. NOW!!" A doctor screamed. I tried to open my eyes but, no matter how hard I tried I just couldn't. The best I could do was breathe and stay alive but, I needed help.

"Hook her up to an oxygen machine and give her fluids." A doctor or a nurse said, of course I couldn't tell i mean... I know nothing about medical stuff.

"Listen, dear I need you to squeeze my hand if you hear me. I need to know if you can at least hear." I tried. I really tried to squeeze her hand but, I just couldn't.
"She is in a coma. She can hear and she looks like she is getting weaker, we need to let her family visit her, and maybe even say goodbye.. Were doing everything we can." The doctor sighed and I heard heels click away.

I can hear everything little does she know. I just wanted to scream 'I hear everything your saying and I'm not gonna die!' But I can't. All I can do now is try to wake up.

*Cameron's POV*

I walked into her room. Her body was laying there lifelessly. I told The doctors everything I knew that happened, which was that I found her passed out. The doctors said she had a large amount of poison through out her body. They said they did everything they could and they aren't sure she will make it or not.

I walked over slowly and grabbed her hands, I kissed each one and started to sob.

"Vivian, Lynn Walker. The day I met you and called you grandma, was the best day of my life. You tried to act mad and I just found it cute. From your death glares to your horrible come backs. They were just what made you.. You. Your so damn perfect and unpredictable I never know what you're going to do next. Except for right now. I need you to stay alive for me. I need you to do this one thing for me. Without you I'm nothing. If you die, I'm sure as hell going with you because I can't live without you. I won't even try because a world without you grandma is a world I would never live in. You are the love of my life, and I need you to do this for me." At this point I was just sobbing uncontrollably. I didn't care about my ego right now.

"Now I wrote this, a long time ago and I wasn't brave enough to give it to you. So I'm going to read this to you."

She was the sun I didn't want to see.

She wouldn't just leave me be.

I was the cloud that tried to make her go away but, all she wanted to do was stay.

The sun wouldn't give up so the cloud gave in, and every day became a little brighter.

The cloud asked to be her friend and of course the sun said yes.

Everyday they would play running around night and day.

The cloud one day gave her a kiss, the sun was happy.

The cloud, loved her shine and she loved his darkness

Together they came and their life was partly cloudy.

They wouldn't have it any other way, they were there to stay.

"I hope you liked it.. I'm not the best writer in the world." I kissed her forehead. "I love you my sun.."

*Vivian's POV*

As soon as he was about to leave I opened my eyes. All the life inside of his poem felt like it went to me.

"C-Cam." He turned around utterly surprised. He ran over and hugged me tightly.

"Your alive." I nodded weakly.

"I heard it all and that was utterly amazing, you're utterly amazing."

"I need to tell everyone you're awake and your mo-"
I cut him off.

"She is the one that poisoned me." His eyes widened.

"I swear to god I wil-" I cut him off again.

"When I'm out of the hospital, I wanna run away with you. I want us both to forget about our past. I want us to escape because you and I are the only thing that matters right now." I said all in a whisper so nobody heard.

"Viv."

"Hm?"

"I think the medicine they gave you are going to you're head." He chuckled.

"Cameron I'm serious." He knew I was serious when I said his name.

"Woah.. So you're saying we leave everything behind and start a new life?'

"Exactly."

"I say, let's do it." I smiled brightly. "But, before that... I need sleep." I nodded and he sat next to me. I laid my head on his chest and fell asleep.

Life is crazy.

A/N: This chapter took so long but, honestly I'm proud of it. Sorry I didn't know any medical terms.😂 I hope you guys enjoyed it. Leave your opinion in the comments below. This chapter was a bit longer too. Well I have to go now bye my potatoes!😁

~Misfit.