Baby Don't Cry

Chapter 4

Meanwhile...

Lay: Ya! Where's Jongin! He didn't come back.

Chanyeol: He took my cap! TT^TT

Kris: Maybe he's in his room.

Tao: But why did he rush outside earlier?

Lay, Kris, Baek, Chanyeol: *shrugs* 

Tao: Did he drink too much? Maybe he passed out.

Baek: Nope, he just had two shots. 

Lay: Maybe I should call him. 

YEN'S POV

"Hey, aren't you comfortable being here with me? I could go down while you're waiting for your clothes." Sabi ni Kai habang pinapatahan ako sa pag-iyak. Nakaupo kaming dalawa ngayon sa kama niya. Sobrang lapit namin sa isa't isa. Bumibilis yung heartbeat ko.

Nababaliw na yata talaga ako. Bigla na lang akong naiyak out of nowhere. Siguro, sa sobrang saya. Basta hindi ko maexplain TT^TT

"No! Don't go! it's not like that...It's just that uhm..." Wag ka na lang kasing maging mabait Kai, lalo akong naiinlove sa'yo eh. Lalo lang ako aasa TT^TT

Pero nagulat na lang ako nung bigla niya kong.....hinalikan.

In that moment, I froze. Pinikit ko na lang yung mata ko at hinayaan ang sarili kong lumutang sa ulap.

I knew it. This is just a dream. 'Cause if it wasn't, this shouldn't be happening to me right now...

*Everybody Every- everybody

Everybody everybody every-everybody jamdeun i bameul kkaewo~*

Napamulat ako ng mala D___O sa lakas ng boses ni Taemin.

Agad namang lumayo si Kai sakin.

"Ahh shit." I heard him curse. Tapos kinuha niya yung phone niya.

"Hello...Yes...I'm in my room...I'll be down in a minute...I'll return it tomorrow Chanyeol I'll have it dried first okay...Bye."

Pagbaba niya ng phone, tumingin siya sakin. "I'm–I'm so sorry...I shouldn't have done that..." Then he smiled, an apologetic smile. "I'll be downstairs to wait for your clothes. I'll just bring them here when they're done."  

Is that the cue that this dream is over??? NO...not yet please.

"WAIT!" Napatigil siya sa paglalakad nung narinig niya yung boses ko.

Wala na akong pakialam. I know this is a once in a lifetime opportunity and I'm willing to take the risk. ...I don't care what will happen after, but all I know is I wouldn't have a second chance to let him know how much I love him.

OKAY HERE GOES NOTHING.

Tumayo ako at lumakad palapit kay Kai at hinalikan ko siya. At first, medyo hesitant pa ako na ituloy to. 

Tama ba tong ginagawa ko? Malandi ba ako? I don't know him that well, and he doesn't know me either. Tama bang gawin 'to ng dalawang taong hindi naman kilala ang isa't isa?

Kung itutuloy ko 'to I'll look desperate at mawawala ang pinanakaiingatan ko. But my heart's telling me to erase all my worries and just go for it...

May magagawa pa ba ako?

Hindi umalis si Kai. Sumandal siya sa pader at hinawakan niya and bewang ko while deepening the kiss. I could taste wine in his mouth. Nakainom ba siya?

Bigla siyang tumigil sa paghalik sakin at tiningnan ako sa mata. "Are you sure about this?"  He said with worried eyes.

"Yes. 100% sure." Then he smiled and kissed me again.

In that moment, all my hesitation has gone. What's important is i'm here with the man i love, the man I've been dreaming of for so long. And that kiss pulled me deeper into my dream...

At first, he was sweet, pero habang tumatagal lalong lumalalim at nagiging mapusok.

First time sa talambuhay ko na nakipag make-out ako kaya nakakakaba. Though nagkaroon na ako ng dirty dreams with Kai dati, at nakakabasa rin ako ng mature na fanfics, uiba pa rin pala kapag actual na. Baka may gawin akong mali. Hindi ko alam. Bahala na.

Slowly, he parted my lips and his tongue played with mine. Sinundan ko lang yung ginagawa niya. Gosh. I never thought it would feel this good.

Itinaas ko yung kamay ko at hinawakan yung buhok niya. Kailangan ko pang magtip-toe kasi ang tangkad niya. 5'10 siya at 5'2 lang ako.

His fingers were dancing up and down my sides, sending traces of heat on the spots where he touched. I shivered.

Nagpalit kami ng pwesto. I gasped, feeling him pressed against me, trapping me between the wall and him. "I want to be in control. Is that okay?" He said. Jusko naman Kai pano ba ko makakatanggi sayo?

I nodded and bit my lip.

"Are you teasing me?" He asked with his low sexy tone.

"I'm n-not.." I answered nervously.

"Then why are you biting your lip?" 

"S-sorry..." I said shyly and smiled. I didn't realize I was teasing him by just biting my lip. Haha, I TEASED KIM JONG IN!

He smirked and started taking off the robe I'm wearing. In no time, I'll be naked in front of him. Wala na akong pakialam kung iisipin nilang desperada ako. Can't a fangirl live her dream...just for once?

"You're so beautiful." He said while looking at me, head to toe.

Naramdaman ko naman na nagbu-blush ako. Nakahubad ako ngayon tapos tinititigan ako ng bias ko. Goodnessn gracious.

Nagulat ako nung bigla niya kong inangat. "Wrap your legs around my waist." He ordered. And since I'm not really experienced, I just did what he said.

In that position, we continued our session. His lips found its way down my neck..to my spine..and back to my lips again. And he kissed me harder...then I felt his hands moving up to my breasts. I shivered more, moaning uncontrollably as I watched him, his eyes locked on mine. He smirked before he kissed his way up my right breast. 

"Ahhh..." 

I gave in, feeling a new me emerging out of my inferior shell, feeling the need for this man in front of me. I want him so bad, the moment I touched his lips, it was like drugs. I want to feel more...And I'm willing to lose everything tonight. For him..and only him.

"Don't tease me..." I whispered. He chuckled watching me before he smirked once more.

"I won't..." He said sexily...Oh my. This monster is really driving me crazy.

I gasped when I felt his tongue tracing circles around my right nipple. I shivered and broke out into several erotic moans. I gripped his hair as I felt his whole lips around my nipple, sucking on it. 

He did the same to my left breast which caused to moan even more. Ahhhhh. Feeling ko mababaliw ako sa ginagawa niya. 

"Please..." I begged, my voice hitching as my breathing increased, "Don't...t-tease!" 

Ngumiti siya at tiningnan ako. "You're really cute, you know."

His smile. I can't get enough of his smile.

Nag-pout na lang ako. I'm speechless...Matapos ng ginawa niya sakin bigla na lang siya titigil at sasabihin niyang ang cute ko. May pagkabaliw rin pala to si Kai eh.

"Let's get to the real thing now.." he said while carrying me in bridal style. We headed to his bed. Hiniga niya ko dun and he positioned himself on top of me.