This is what you might want you filthy animals (I've been sat in this car since 3:00 am and it's now like 6:00 am and I'm crying about this song. Tell me if you've heard it; Dad's song by set it off) OH MY GOD MY MUSIC JUST WENT FROM DAD'S SONG TO SHOOT ALL YOUR PROBLEMS AWAY😂😂😂😂 I CANT BREATHE.
We got home and got out of the car, walking up to the door, I got pinned against the wall and Cib started kissing me. It wasn't a calm passionate kiss, it was more thirsty, rough, practically begging for it. I wanted this and I know Cib did too, he was the one who started the kiss. I unlocked the door and we walked into the house, hitting every wall on the way in and shutting the door. We went up to Cibs bedroom and Cib pushed me on to the bed, he unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off. Are we really about to do this? I thought he doesn't even know me properly and to be honest even though I am one of his biggest fans I don't know everything about him either.
"Cib I don't know if we should do this" I said and even though I wanted this and so did he we couldn't.
"Okay but why not (Y/N)?" He asked, I sat up on his bed and looked into his eyes.
"A) we have just had our first date so it might be rushing just a little bit, B) I don't think I'm ready and C) I'm not even officially your girlfriend yet you never asked me out yet and I think we should get to know each other a bit more before anything like..." I pointed around the room,"...this happens if you understand me?" He looked at me like he agreed so I got up and went to get some food from the kitchen.
