Desired Beauty

Chapter 1

■How rude of me, Allow me to introduce myself .My name is Kennedy Clark. I am 16 and I go to MapleCreek High . In New Orleans,  Louisiana. I just moved here a few months ago but it seems like my past is always coming back to haunt me.

I am a solid 225 lbs  , bonafide big girl.

I have a pretty chocolate skin color and hair that stops just at my shoulders.

I see why people treat me that way they do,  Im nothing special.

Flash Back:

My eyes connected with his hazel eyes,  piercing into my soul.  I screamed loudly running faster than I had ever before. ALL eyes on me once again. It was him. Ryan Morgan. He made me feel so loved only to abuse me and leave me broken. Fourteen years old self esteem was still low. I had met him. He was so sweet and always knew the right things to say. Eventually he took my most prized possession. By FORCE ! .That was the lowest point in my life crying till tear would come no longer,  gripping the blooded stained sheets. He penetrated me deeper,  deeper, and harder. STOP!  STOP PLEASE. He wouldnt stop my pleaded edged him on even more. After his fifth nut he had, had enough. Falling into a deep sleep with me engulfed in his arms. I disentangled myself and sprinted home . Running into the shower trying to scrape him off of me and erase the memory of that nights events. I couldnt get my virginity back,  So I vowed to NEVER let a man have my heart .NEVER !

Flash Back Ended!

Tears streaming down my face I didn't know what to do.  Where to go or how to act.  I was officially having a panic attack shriveled up knees into my chest with unsteady shaking.  Then I hear:

Stranger: Aye.  Aye Lil mama.  Whats wrong witcha?

Me:  (no response)

Stranger: I aint gone ask again. 

I realized this was my only ally and he was the only one there to comfort me.So why shouldn't I recieve his empathy.

Stranger: At least tell me your name.

Me:Kenn (sob) edy. (sob)

Stranger: Are you ok?  Lemme take you home.

I wasnt moving. I wasnt going anywhere I just didnt have the strength. I felt myself being lifted up . For a second I was speechless. I had to say something. I didnt need him injuring himself just because of my heaviness.

Me: Put me down!  Put me down I can walk now. (in a barely audible voice)

Stranger: Hmmm whatcha say?

Me: Humphhhh nothing. -____-.

We were driving for a while now. I thought he was supposed to be taking me home. But I no longer cared. I felt safe with him. Even though I didnt know his name. Plus I didn't wanna explain to my mean ass stepmother why I was home so early..I felt so comfortable that a feel asleep . All the anxiety can ware a sista OUT!  I was abruptly shaken awake. 

Stranger: We here Lil Mama.